Hey! i'm finally back to blog again (:

It's been rather long since i expressed my thoughts through this blog. But i guess this will be a rather mournful entry since i'm rather depressed from all the results that i'm getting ): hopefully, it'll turn out for the better next term. I really hope that i can get into Vjc. But with the current grades i'm getting, i don't think i'll make it that far.

My results are slipping slipping slipping! plummeting at great speed! i really need to do some serious thinking man! what's wrong with me? How can i fail my history when i'm not supposed to? really feel very sad about it. I think i've really returned all of my sbq skills to ms saffiah. Maybe i was a little over-confident that i won't fail history. But in the end, i failed. People say that failure is the mother of success, but i certainly don't feel that way. In fact, Failure to me is the mother of all disappointments): Actually, i should have put more effort. I shouldn't have slackened upon hearing that it was going to be a sbq test. After listening attentively to saffiah's lecture for the first time, i actually realised that she isn't as bad as i portrayed her to be. But hey! everybody has bad points right? Cause nobody's perfect. Surprisingly, her lecture wasn't that boring after all. Though i got kind of irritated when she kept using me as an example and analogy to the sbq skills. I still don't understand how she approaches sbq skills in a simple yet appropriate manner. It is something that i fail to grasp! hopefully, i'll know how to approach sbq next term. During the lecture, she said something really enlightening and i would like to share it with everyone. It's a form a consolation to me. Here it is " Failure is only a failure, if you don't do something about it". I think this sentence is so true!

i shall perservere and continue to work hard for my future and not to be disheartened by this setback. What matters most is that , i admit my mistakes and learn from them. History will repeat itself unless radical changes are made. I really think i've slackened after receiving my physics. Sigh. I was over contented with the marks i got and did nothing subsequently to improve the grades of other subjects! How foolish can i get? I'm such an idiot! ): i shall constantly remind myself that success can be the mother of failure. haha. got this funny phrase from the 8 o'clock show on channel 55. Really hilarious show.

Enough said. I better work harder and strive for the better! Bye!

xx you'll only succeed if you believe in yourself xx