Here, i start off with another boring day of my life. Personally, i dread to do the things that i dislike doing and i hate being forced to. Piss me off if you want to but i tell you it's not worth it cause' nothing will change. Like a leopard cannot change its spots ... well maybe it can... but in like a few hundred centuries or decades time.... So, what can you expect from me? Change overnight...? Turn all my flaws into strong points? That's impossible right? Gradual changes, i'll try to make. Accept sudden and unforseen changes, I may. But definitely not enduring the pain that you are giving me, i will.

So this is how my day goes. Firstly, I'll get up and eat breakfast. Just the daily routine... nothing much really! Then, i'll either relax or just do what i'm supposed to do. So now, i'm just doing what i like to do.. can't be bothered to study really! it's like........ too tedious for me to study during the holidays.. but i certainly must... Otherwise, i can forget about improving my grades ... but instead i'll seriously "deprove". So yar.... Should i study or should i jsut waste my time blogging? The decision lies in my hands, but, i don't even feel like studying... Things always happens this way, those things that you dread to do are the things that should be first on the list of things to do... sigh... How i wish i was still a young kid.... And spent most of my time playing....

I feel like breaking away from this life, and going for long nice vacation... I don't mind going
Hokkaido!! Provided somebody pays for me... haha.. i'm just dreaming and building sandcastles... Don't mind me... i know that will never happen... unless it's a family trip... So yar.. that's all for this draggy and boring entry.... Now, i shall decide what i wanna do.... = )