♥walking down the memory lane

Sunday, June 13, 2010

i know i haven't been blogging at this blog for quite awhile

because i've got a tumblr account

but somehow, there's always double line spacing for tumblr):

so maybe i'll just stick with blogger.

anyway i just feel like ranting about a certain someone

i've been putting up enough with all the nonsensical crap

to you: stop acting like a faggot and just move on with life

i know i shouldn't even be caring about somebody who doesn't give a damn about my feelings

but let me just say this once and for all.

i really don't think it was my fault to begin with

i already clarified earlier with you

afraid that you would get hurt if i allowed it to drag further

it was obvious, that i had wanted to maintain this friendship with you

if you can't tell that, then maybe something's really wrong with you

i did all i could to reduce the damage to its lowest level

i even checked with others to see if you were doing okay

constantly reminded myself that all you needed was time

but ironically, as time went by

it clearly proved that what i thought was the best solution failed me

your immaturity is hard to comprehend

i thought army would make you tougher both mentally and physically

maybe you're one of the exception

surely you know that this kind of things can't be forced upon

so how do you expect me to respond then

firstly , you didn't even tell me anything

secondly, it's not as if i avoided you after knowing that you ....**

i really do not know what's on your mind

but isolating yourself from the world may be one of your regrets later in life

i mean, the world hasn't been treating you that badly

to tell you the truth, i don't think i mistreated you or anything of that sort too.

so what the hell is wrong with you?

why the hell are you avoiding me when all i wanted was to be friends with you once again?

i shouldn't be putting any thought into this friendship

or should i say PAST friendship anymore

since you don't even give a damn

why should i?

this is the last time that i'm going to care

our friendship is ruined and it can't be saved anymore

thanks to your immaturity

seriously, no one can help you if you choose to isolate yourself from the world.

if you don't change your angle of perspective in life

all i can say that, you're just putting yourself at a pure disadvantage

so get a life and move on.

if not, you only have yourself to blame for the current state you are in.

to that person

i don't think you'll be reading this.

but i do hope you can be like what you used to be in the past

wallowing in self-pity doesn't solve any problem but instead, it just makes you feel miserable.

so why choose to be that way?

♥signing off now♥
8:14 PM