Monday, August 02, 2010
i wonder if i could go back to those days days that i was just happy being myself
comfortable beneath my own skin
when even the smallest little things can render me happy
and the happiness that i exuded was genuine
somehow things aren't the same anymore
it's a boggling question
i guess as you get older, expectations tend to rise
which results in many people chasing after happiness
when in fact, happiness isn't that difficult to attain, isn't it?
it's an irony how people with everything they need always crave for more
look at the people of africa, or other poor undeveloped countries...
just playing soccer together would put a smile on their faces
a smile that is so priceless
and uncommon in the world we live in....
perhaps it all boils down to the fact that we are just to bothered by what other people think of us
worried about the things people might say behind our back
but that's just life
some bitch and get bitched about, others bitch about their friends all the time, and there's this group of people who just get bitched about even though they've not done anything
well... sometimes jealousy is what causes two best buddies to fall apart
.
.
.
and once you've been betrayed/hurt by a "close" friend...
you'll feel skeptical about all friendships that you hold ...
which may be very damaging to your interpersonal skills ....
but i guess there's always this point of time that you'll realise
not everybody's the same
and that's the time when you move on with life.....
.
.
.
school's starting on the 30th august
as much as i dread the school term
at the same time, i can't wait for school to start too
it's an irony isn't it?
i think my brain's always at a constant war with itself
much contradictions that can't be explained.....
1 month left. what shall i do?
hmmmm
♥signing off now♥
4:00 PM
4:00 PM
