Tuesday, September 29, 2009
shopping at esprit today with mommybecause it's mommy's birthday month
i got two bottoms a top and a belt
for the 20 percent discount offer
lalala~
i've been wanting a white belt ever since my white belt snapped ):
left me so depressed
and today i asked mommy if i could buy the white belt
and she said yes :D
oh yayys
and i'm so glad that everything's over already
i'm truly truly happy that we managed to talk things through
:D
guess i've really been too selfish on my part at times
i...
must have really done something good in my past life
to deserve everything i have right now
and what lies in the future ahead
depends on what i'm going to do about it now
plan ahead siwei!
you can do it!!
no more unproductive days of studying!!
i am back to.... the cheerful me again
hip hip hooray!!
smiles(:
OH YEAAAA and F1!!!
VROOM VROOM
although i can't really say that i can appreciate F1 completely
but i'm really thankful to my father for giving me the opportunity to witness such action!
jenson button:D is really very very handsome!
love love! hehehe
pictures up next time
hahahas. lazy me!
that's all. waking up early tmr to study
yeaaaa. thanks for the "holidays".
i'm loving it~~
okay don't complain siwei. you've already gotten your days of fun
please put in the amount of hardwork to compensate for the fun and unproductive days!!
GO GO GO!!! :D
♥signing off now♥
11:53 PM
11:53 PM
guess this is the reason why we're holding on so tightly to it. the sweet memories. . . and you have no idea what you're holding on to
you just feel that you should let it go
i wish i could believe that you're still the you
the you that could always manage to make my heart smile
and make me feel cherished
it's just all disappearing):
suddenly, i see a stranger in you):
♥signing off now♥
12:40 AM
12:40 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
back to the days when nothing seemed to be going against my way. everything seemed flawless back then.
not like now.
when i think the whole world is going against me
nothing seems to be right
i always feel that i'm stuck in a sticky situation
difficult to escape from it
it's as if i fell into quicksand
and somehow i feel like i'm losing myself
what if i'm not the person you think i am
will it change anything?
sometimes it's better to let go of the things you once held on so tightly to
cause i don't see a point in doing so
if that's the source of unhappiness.
i don't want this matter to drag
i want this feeling to go away
.
.
.
i don't like to fake a smile
♥signing off now♥
12:33 PM
12:33 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
eldest sis, mom and me. (when ge ge was in redang:/)
hello once again:Dtoday is the first day that i start living all alone!
staying all alone isn't as frightening as it seems to be
it's just the silence that makes me feel extremely lonely over here
with the only sounds coming from the cars zooming past and the mrt sound plus the songs from my itunes
other than that, there's only silence ):
guess i'll adapt to my new environment!
i have to start learning to be independent
it's never good to cling on the past
neither is it good to be too emotionally attached to anybody ...
just in case they leave you
(obviously nobody wishes for that. but reality is just cruel)
yupps. but it's easier said than done.
o'wells.
i'll still miss my mommy!
i am going to sleep soon(:
♥signing off now♥
10:25 PM
10:25 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
i miss having a fixed class!! or rather i just miss having lessons with our class:(omggggg i can upload photos using my macbook alr.
the lay out is perfectly fine now!!
i wonder why. maybe it's cause i'm using the lan line instead of wirelesss@simei
hahahas.
oh. and today had been quite a busy day
with all the packing and the shifting!
and i'm not done with my tutorial yet!
hahahas!
really sorry but i'm just too lazy to organize my thoughts properly!
this shall just be a quick update!
and so yea!!
i'm at bukit gombak alr! (staying at my father's place on weekdays!!)
that will save me much time on the travelling!!!
but since i'll most likely be out on saturdays and maybe on certain sundays....
i'll be at simei on weekends!!!
because the east is nearer to town!!:D
okay! back back back to my half-done tutorial:D:D:D
jiayou!!
hwaiting~
): i didn't bring shen over!
♥signing off now♥
8:57 PM
8:57 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
there's nothing in the world that i would trade my family and friends forthey're the best;
the ones who will stand by me no matter what happens
especially my mother and father
they're simply the greatest parents that anyone can ever have!
it really makes me wonder what made me deserve to be born in such a blessed family
(:
i'm really much happier now
life isn't that bad after all isn't it
knowing that so many people around you actually care for you
(:
life's beautiful. enjoy it and cherish every moment
cause you'll never know when that chance will be taken away from you
PS.
LYN
COW
let's meet up soon (:
till then! :D
♥signing off now♥
9:57 PM
9:57 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
please instill some optimism in mei seem to be looking at the world in negatives
and it isn't doing me any good and never will it
self-inflicted misery
guess that's what always brings me down
i need a change for good
cause i know nobody can help me with this
except for myself.
'always think that tomorrow will be better day"
and it will be:)
giving up is not a solution for the problems faced
on the contrary, it is just a mere evasion of it
likewise, stress only accumulates when you are reluctant to do something
that you have to do.
easier said than done
but i'll really try to face every problem encountered
and not waste time worrying about the consequences if it isn't solved
"are you okay, you don't seem chirpy today"
no i guess i'm not okay no matter how hard i try to dellude myself that i am
but i will be
no worries(: (:
okay. i need to return to my stagnant progress on my tutorial(s)
hopefully i'll be chirpy the next time i blog!
♥signing off now♥
2:18 PM
2:18 PM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
sometimes i just feel that i've made all the wrong choices in life it just feels like i'm at the end of the road
and furthermore a road with no returns
but sometimes i just feel that i'm the luckiest, most fortunate girl on earth
and i don't ever want anything to change
i always seem to be contradicting myself
in the decisions i make in the words i speak
in the thoughts i ponder over.
every single little thing always makes me wonder if i have made the right choice
and that question has always been surfacing every now and then
university life hasn't been of much excitement to me at all
perhaps that's cause i didn't attend the orientation (okay. i did want to attend but it was oversubscribed)
nor am i staying at hall
so my life is oh-so-mundane
travelling back to the east every schooling day
looking back,
my life has never been that interesting
it has always been dull and mundane
i seriously need something to cheer me up
to motivate me
to push me forward
yea. but perhaps it'll never ever change
cause i'm an oh-so-boring person
the more i think about it
the more i wonder if i have a life
do I?
♥signing off now♥
4:17 PM
4:17 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Seconds, hours, so many daysYou know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way
And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could go wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
so here i am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!
So here I am still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
...
no boundaries by adam lambert(:
good melody good lyrics.
my favourite song for now.
♥signing off now♥
10:54 AM
10:54 AM
Thursday, September 03, 2009
hello world. i'm still very much alive(:
so far, life in ntu has been the same. shuffling between tutorials, lectures (i think the most boring lecture is...coconut)
and now, there's the introduction of lab sessions
i think i'm getting used to getting up at 6 already.
sadly my earliest lecture is 8.30. that's freaking early considering the location of ntu
pulau ntu. literally. no joke.
the only consolation you get at ntu is the food
it's very very cheap.
one mac breakfast MEAL only costs you 4.90 (:
yea! and at least nowadays i know how to find my venues without using the map (provided the venue doesn't change!)
hahahas!
i'll only have 16 AUs for this semester
cause i only have one elective
couldn't find any electives i liked
so whatever i added, i dropped it before add/drop period ended.
i'll just take another elective some other semesters then.
i want korean or jap but it seems so difficult to get ): booooo
18 days to my mother's birthday
22 days to F1!
22 days to NTU recess break!
so many important dates that fall during september!
(:
i'm going to sleep alr.
Goodnight.
i think this blog will soon be left to die on it's own ):
let's just see when
it's approaching it's dormant period. soon.
till then (:
P.S. OH YA
TMR TMR TMR
(: meeting the girls! after so long!
YAYY :D
okay done. time to sleep
sweet dreams!
♥signing off now♥
11:21 PM
11:21 PM
♥biography
hello. my name's siwei(:®
i'm currently studying at
Nanyang Technological University
used to study at
mjc, tkgs and rss
09081990
i'm an august baby(:
my boyfriend, friends and family
make me feel blessed
since you're at my blog
you should know me(:
so happy reading(:
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♥wishes
health for life(:
a white bag
more dresses
more shorts
a nice pair of specky
a nice watch
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in uni
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