i really hate this feeling. i really do. i know i've said before that i'll only post the good stuff but i really can't stick to it.

the day just started off on a wrong note.
i didn't really like the class photo that was taken at the library because i seriously felt that the photo was taken too close-up.
secondly, some teachers just like to pick on students that they do not favour. the uglier word to use would be dislike. but i prefer not to believe in the latter.
thirdly, my mother refuses to talk to me because of some stuff that we quarelled over on sunday? and seriously, i've reflected about this over and over again. would you do the same thing if it's not me who said it ? you would probably have joked along or something. i don't know. but can't you see that i'm trying to make it up to you? maybe next time i should talk less to avoid squabbles over the pettiest things. it's always me me me in the wrong. yes, i kinda know that this year is a pretty much screwed year. you don't even know my predicament now. i'm just not in the best of moods and you're only worsening it.

i thought that sleeping would help to drive all these thoughts at the back of my mind. but it just keeps re-surfacing. i'll get better i will. because i find this me unfamiliar to myself too. i want my happy self back again!! ):

i think all of these is just a result of stress from the upcoming prelims and A'levels. maybe studying would be a good solution ? maybe. but how am i supposed to study when i'm not in the mood to? oh what irony.

it's okay. i think i'll face the reality with a smile (: because crying certainly doesn't help in solving problems!! yeayea. i think i feel much better after ranting. if you've read till here... you've survived reading everything negative. hahahas. duh. okay.