Saturday, February 25, 2006
Glimmer of Hope
Just finished tuition. I feel so much better after one good night's sleep. I've learnt how to accept the fact that human can make mistakes too. You can only learn from your mistakes if you learn how to admit them. Which I don't! that's why, i've repeated history over and over again. I shall try to change gradually and learn how to admit my own mistkaes (:Speaking about tuition, i'm so glad that i have mastered linear law! well, maybe i'm still not at that law yet, but still, it's an achievement that i can do linear law problems already. Really don't understand why they slotted so many supplementary lessons after school just for linear law when actually it's not really that complicated. My tuitor was telling me that, sometimes teachers tend to teach in a more difficult way! This is so true! It's just better to come up with your own logic to solve the questions! Teachers tend to teach in the complicated way cause of the textbook. I think they're abit to rigid at times. I really dread have amaths supplementary in the big hall. Given so many students to teach at one time, i really doubt any teachers would have that teaching abilities to make sure everyone understands. During the amaths supplementary yesterday, i couldn't really focus! Maybe it was because i was sitting at the back of the line. But can you really expect everyone to be focused and listening attentively in such an uncondusive environment? Of course with so many people beside and around you, you wouldn't have the mood to study right? Instead, you would have the tendency to talk. Simple logic that the maths teachers fail to comprehend. Perhaps, they had other compelling reasons.
Anyway, i realised i haven't blog about the 'toilet paper issue'. haha. Pretty ridiculous that you have to obtain the toilet roll from the class cupboard. What the hell?! That's like super unhygenic? Bacteria thrives in the class cupboard. What more? it's a class cupboard that's only cleaned during operation clean-ups? Eek. Enough said about it, shouldn't think that much otherwise i won't be able to use the toilet during school time! they should really abolish that stupid system! Do they really think that they're saving the earth? NO! They purely want us to help save their financial resources by bringing our own tissue paper to school. That's not really helping the earth, does it? That's so sickening! And, the world class knows if you're going to the toilet or not! haha. I really wonder who came up with this stupid idea. Maybe all of the teachers unanimously agreed to it. Highly doubted. Argh. instead of depleting the school's resources we're depleting our own!
okay! i shall learn how to stop complaining like a spoilt child. Hmm. Maybe i am, but i refuse to admit! (:
New resolutions:
1. admit my mistakes, and learn from them
2. be more hardworking
3. increase writing speed.
4. Stop getting tempted by the computer!
5. Stop being so whiny
♥signing off now♥
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Friday, February 24, 2006
Nasty Surprises
Hey! i'm finally back to blog again (:It's been rather long since i expressed my thoughts through this blog. But i guess this will be a rather mournful entry since i'm rather depressed from all the results that i'm getting ): hopefully, it'll turn out for the better next term. I really hope that i can get into Vjc. But with the current grades i'm getting, i don't think i'll make it that far.
My results are slipping slipping slipping! plummeting at great speed! i really need to do some serious thinking man! what's wrong with me? How can i fail my history when i'm not supposed to? really feel very sad about it. I think i've really returned all of my sbq skills to ms saffiah. Maybe i was a little over-confident that i won't fail history. But in the end, i failed. People say that failure is the mother of success, but i certainly don't feel that way. In fact, Failure to me is the mother of all disappointments): Actually, i should have put more effort. I shouldn't have slackened upon hearing that it was going to be a sbq test. After listening attentively to saffiah's lecture for the first time, i actually realised that she isn't as bad as i portrayed her to be. But hey! everybody has bad points right? Cause nobody's perfect. Surprisingly, her lecture wasn't that boring after all. Though i got kind of irritated when she kept using me as an example and analogy to the sbq skills. I still don't understand how she approaches sbq skills in a simple yet appropriate manner. It is something that i fail to grasp! hopefully, i'll know how to approach sbq next term. During the lecture, she said something really enlightening and i would like to share it with everyone. It's a form a consolation to me. Here it is " Failure is only a failure, if you don't do something about it". I think this sentence is so true!
i shall perservere and continue to work hard for my future and not to be disheartened by this setback. What matters most is that , i admit my mistakes and learn from them. History will repeat itself unless radical changes are made. I really think i've slackened after receiving my physics. Sigh. I was over contented with the marks i got and did nothing subsequently to improve the grades of other subjects! How foolish can i get? I'm such an idiot! ): i shall constantly remind myself that success can be the mother of failure. haha. got this funny phrase from the 8 o'clock show on channel 55. Really hilarious show.
Enough said. I better work harder and strive for the better! Bye!
xx you'll only succeed if you believe in yourself xx
♥signing off now♥
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