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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
School Reopens!
so... today is the second day of school.... n we already sort of 'scolded' by mdm lenny for not going to the heymath! webbie... but i didn't even know we had to access the thing... and do you think i check my inbox 24/7....???? That's simply insane right? Siao! Anyway... apart from that, today's history ca.. i think i screwed it! OH NO! for the first question, i only wrote like half a page it i was like uttering nonsense ... and it totally didn't make any sense! 'dieded' manz.... but i think that the second question was kind of easy... i put to a certain extent as they didn't explain the political, military, leadership and economic weaknesses... and alot of people put similar answer too :) so happy.. On the other hand, the social studies ca was sort of like so-so... i don't think i'll do very well... I'm not even confident of passing that test! So how? I'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope that i was pass this ss test.... i hate SBQ!!! couldn't they just have all SEQ without any SBQ??? O'well... quite a few people like SBQ as you needn't really study for it....

Hey.... i seem really distracted by the monitor facing me... i can't seem to stop surfing the net, chatting online and playing maplestory!!! OH NO.... i think i need to wear spectacles very soon! I don't want!!!! I'll look like a nerd then..!!! Yucks.... don't want manz!!! Anyway... Maplestory is really really seriously fun... you can buy stuff... and even have a job!!! but too bad!! I chose the wrong job and i have to carry on the journey as a stupid warrior.... sigh...
but the game is really cool! you can take taxi instead of walking from one place to the other... but obviously you need to pay money right? And there are like monsters that are so cute!!! PIG!!! so cute.... and for some cases, when you kill those pigs with ribbons, You can pick up their ribbons!! AWwww.... isn't that cute?! But i think to be a magician is the best.... you can wear so many wonderful clothes that others can't wear... The clothes of a warrior is the ugliest! And guess what? One of the shops even sells earrings!!! But you can only wear them when you are level 15 and above....

Sigh... i gtg take my shower.... Many happy returns to school.. But honestly... i'm quite sad.... :( puuhuhu... still on holiday mood... and physics demonstration!!! Die... why are the other groups inventions all like so good and innovative ?? sigh... really must improvise ours otherwise we would seriously fail it! Sigh... Physics project sucks! Anyway... i hope my plants are growing well ... and will still be alive after 4 weeks!

Cya people... bb... going to waterworld....

Sigh.. i don't even know whether i should do homework or play maplestory! I'm really addicted to maplestory! HElp.... don't want to get so addicted to it!!!! = (

♥signing off now♥
8:25 PM




Friday, June 24, 2005
somethings cannot be undone -.> Just Let It Go!
Today, during the amaths supplementary lesson, my phone rang quite loudly! And i was pretty shocked myself... i thought that no one would call me at that point of time... but it happened... and I wanted to hide from everybody! Felt super embarrassed especially when ms lui stopped and stared muderously! *Screams!* That was such a close shave, lucky she did not confiscate my handphone! Otherwise i would seriously cry! But this incident is already embarrassing enough..!! Handphone ringing in the middle of the lesson? Me? Never has that ever occurred in my entire school life before... now i think i have a phobia of switching on my phone during lesson time... super afraid of ms lui now.. *sobs :( hurhur... i wish i could unwind the clock and undid what i have done... but that's like totally impossible! Somethings cannot be undone.... it's time that i just let the horrible memory pass me by... Sigh... but i think i'll never be able to forget what I have done today.... how horrible i was today... and how stupid of me not to switch my handphone to silent mode! I've made mistakes in my life.... everybody does... and nobody's perfect! So why moan and groan over things that cannot be undone! It's just a waste of energy! sigh... but i just can't get over it... what should I do? Maybe i should just look back at all the embarrassing moments .... and just laugh it off! = ) I'll feel less miserable this way!

Hmmm.... today, after amaths supplementary... went out with Jes, Jac, Carissa to Lido to watch Initial D !!! It's a super nice film .... and i think everyone should just go and watch... with three shuai ges!! Namely, EDISON CHEN, shawn yue and ermz jay chou?? yar... it was a hilarious movie... quite light-hearted to me! and edison was super good looking inside... though i'm not a jay fan .... i have to admit that he's pretty cute inside! haha.... so blur... like sotong de! = ) and the cinema was packed with many people..... and during the movie... you could hear the squeals of fanatics everytime either edison or jay appear! And obviously... i did squeal abit... but not as loud as those people... i squealed whenever edison appeared! He looked super good looking! hahaha.. Wo De FC! hahaha..... sounds so cute! and anyway.... shawn yue... acted for like ... i think less than one minute when all the scenes add up? O'well... but he is still quite shuai! = ) Anyway... this film is not to be missed! If you haven't watched it... GO NOW!!! You won't regret it! Trust me! And anyway... forgot to say... i totally looked like a nerd at Lido in my super prominent GREEN TKGS uniform...... everyone could just spot me easily! Sigh... and i was carrying my super bulky bag with my amaths textbook! I totally looked nerdy! Yucks!

Hmmm...... I think i should end my entry here..... I'm so sad that the school holidays are like ending this week! I haven't even enjoyed enough! Plus.... many days were taken up by project meetings, homework, and supplementary lessons! Sigh.... so good! My sister's holidays only ends like ... ermz.... late August?!!! Like how cool is that! Stupid .... i want to be in university now! Maybe.. it isn't that nice to grow up that fast either... wish i was still a young little innocent kid! *blinks * = ) haha... jk...

Signing off..... luv ya....

School's reopening soon!!! Should i be happy or sad? sigh = )

xxx The End xxx

♥signing off now♥
7:38 PM




Tuesday, June 21, 2005
OH MY GOD!!!! I FINALLY SEE SOME BIG STARS!-
yayy..... today... me, kat, carissa and rock went to orchard today... and took a total $30 worth of neoprints! cool manz.... the machines are super cool .... After that we went to Lido to wait for the arrival of the initialD stars!!! Five stars came... namely Edison Chen, Shawn Yue, Hwang Qiu Sheng & Jay Chou.... and one more... but i've forgotten who... haha...but they really looked good....and Edison was so super cute and friendly ... haha...although he shouldn't have shaved his hair away... haha..... but he was still very good looking... the atmosphere there was great... but.. ermz.... nearly went deaf by all those fans... well... but i screamt too!! = ) the atmosphere was really great !! haha.... hmmm... and jay chou looked better than expected... i initially thought he was so-so looking only but in real life... he looks so much better... And... Shawn Yue... he looked very neatly-shaved... really handsome... haha... But so sad... there's like... no fan's board for him ... super sad case.. but i think he'll be super popular later on....

I'm totally hyperventilating..... haha... they're really super hot!!!!!! But we had to stand there from 5 p.m.... the other people who tried to come in 6+ got blocked off.... but my sister and her friend managed to squeeze in... and guess what??? They got a close-up view of Edison Chen shaking the hands of the people.... CLOSE-UP view.!!!! How lucky are they... they came in late.... but they still managed to get a CLOSE-UP view.... how cool is that??? Oh my gosh... this is the first time i'm getting to see all these big stars..... ooo.... Edison Chen was really good-looking with his dazzling and sparkling big diamond earring on his left ear... i think... =) super good-looking and cute too ... haha... i think i'm getting abit obsessed.... haha....

hmmmm.... i think that's all that i shall blog for the day.... tomorrow i still have amaths supplementary ... how bad can that ... get????? OH my gosh... 8-10 ... sigh... must be quite boring... sigh.. ethel's not going because of her church camp..... sigh...going to be so boring... May watch initialD's sneaks tomorrow... if there is... = ) hopefully... today was the gala premiere at Lido... but too bad.. we didn't have the tix.... should have tried to win it lorz....Today is the first time that i really went mad over stars.... but sigh... obviously... it's a once in a life opportunity!! haha

Here are some pictures for viewing.... ENJOY =)

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♥signing off now♥
11:36 PM




Friday, June 17, 2005
Should I, or Should I not...
Hi! I've not been blogging for 5 days! So i'm here to blog today! The holidays are so short.... i'm so devastated that it's going to finish off with amaths remedial... oooo.... that sucks! But ... o'well... it can't be helped!

Next week is the opening of Initial D... it's going to start screening on 23rd June! Yippee... Can finally see Edison Chen! Whoohoo! And all those speedy cars... VROOM! Okay... sorry .. was a little mad just now.. pardon me.. = ( Anywayys... going out shopping again later ... whoohoo~! so happy... sigh.. but i think this Great Singapore Sale sells nothing nice! Sigh... but who cares! Just going to window-shop! Not so rich to buy what i like.... hurhur ...

Yesterday, went with dad to funan IT mall.... and looked at all the mp3 players...! The iriver H10 is so nice and sleek! Wish that it'll be discounted on Saturday! = ) But .... It's only a wish... But dad says that the new creative 20 gb zen is very worth it... it's price is very reasonable @ $420... and it has a calendar!!! But the iriver H10's screen is coloured! It's coloured!!! Wow... it's shockingly nice! And i love the design! And .. it has a scroll too! Whee.... i'm going totally insane over mp3 players.... didn't know they could bring so much joy and pleasure to me... maybe because i'm abit materialistic.... sigh.. but most Singaporeans are materialistic especially teenagers like me =)... Maybe that's just an understatement.... but nvm... = ).... But obviously love and happiness is more important than all these stuff ... heehee.... =)

Sigh... there's been aloy of =) faces in this entry... but what to do? I'm extremely elated today...! Haha... don't know the reason though.. I wish.... that all my wishes could come true =).... whee....


** shopping is the best medicine for boredom.... try it..... it really works = ) **

♥signing off now♥
3:58 PM




Monday, June 13, 2005
Here, i start off with another boring day of my life. Personally, i dread to do the things that i dislike doing and i hate being forced to. Piss me off if you want to but i tell you it's not worth it cause' nothing will change. Like a leopard cannot change its spots ... well maybe it can... but in like a few hundred centuries or decades time.... So, what can you expect from me? Change overnight...? Turn all my flaws into strong points? That's impossible right? Gradual changes, i'll try to make. Accept sudden and unforseen changes, I may. But definitely not enduring the pain that you are giving me, i will.

So this is how my day goes. Firstly, I'll get up and eat breakfast. Just the daily routine... nothing much really! Then, i'll either relax or just do what i'm supposed to do. So now, i'm just doing what i like to do.. can't be bothered to study really! it's like........ too tedious for me to study during the holidays.. but i certainly must... Otherwise, i can forget about improving my grades ... but instead i'll seriously "deprove". So yar.... Should i study or should i jsut waste my time blogging? The decision lies in my hands, but, i don't even feel like studying... Things always happens this way, those things that you dread to do are the things that should be first on the list of things to do... sigh... How i wish i was still a young kid.... And spent most of my time playing....

I feel like breaking away from this life, and going for long nice vacation... I don't mind going
Hokkaido!! Provided somebody pays for me... haha.. i'm just dreaming and building sandcastles... Don't mind me... i know that will never happen... unless it's a family trip... So yar.. that's all for this draggy and boring entry.... Now, i shall decide what i wanna do.... = )

♥signing off now♥
1:08 PM




Saturday, June 04, 2005
Doomsday
Hi peeps... I'm feeling ultra super duper bored now.. although i must finish all the homework by this week... i don't really seem to care much already.. LoL... the online amaths assignment is so ... DIFFICULT... they simply want us to see numbers and graphs when we sleep.. maybe today i'll get a nightmare seeing all the stupid numbers and graphs!! It's really difficult! AND i'm not lying! Anyway.. seriously... teachers need to know that students need to rest during holidays.... It's a school holiday for goodness sake... stop overwhelming us with loads and heaps of homework, and project work... We're not superstudents... But of course.. i think they understand! o'well.. stop grumbling.. and continue to do homework.. I just wish i can concentrate on my homework and not get distracted by the internet.. Actually.. i think heymath has its pro and cons... One thing good about it is that .. you can learn some stuff from home without flipping through your textbooks or going to school... But ... it is bad in the sense that... since it is online.... i'll get distracted.. and i'll surf the net.. Maybe that only happens to me.. As i am very easily distracted...

Next week is project week... The whole week... Well i think it's better than one whole " homework week" hmmz..
then week 3 will be............................ ENJOYMENT WEEK.. yippee.. can't wait for it to come!
and week 4 ... We'll have to go back to school for amaths extra lessons

Yesterday... just watched love undercover once again... DANIEL WU... he's so shuai! Oh my gosh.. especially when he wore the turtle neck... Yeah.. and his so sweet in the show... !! That show certainly revived me from dying of boredom!

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Today, had piano lesson in the morning... played somehow horribly today.. Sigh.. Need more practice but i certainly don't have to mood to practise now... But no matter what.. the piano exam is nearing already.. I think about 2-3 months more? That certainly is quite near..

Yar... So i'll suppose that i'll be this really obedient and good girl ( perspectives differ) and go and finish up my homework yar...? hmmm... got to go.. ciao!!

- Forget and forgive-
- Live life with no regrets-

♥signing off now♥
3:29 PM




Thursday, June 02, 2005
bored bored and BORED
Today.. i went to shenton way with my mum... she needed to do some stuff so i followed her... since i had nothing better to do but to sleep and rot at home.. But obviously i still have some unfinished homework... I'm stuck.. i don't even know how to do physics .. sigh... This totally sucks manz... holidays are meant for us to rest.. not work and slog everyday.. doing homework and project work.. enough of my grumbling...

I want to watch Monster-in-law and mr and mrs smith.. I really thought monster-in-law had jennifer anniston but it ended to be the other jennifer .. as in jennifer lopez... Yupp.. But all of these nice movies are not even showing now.. I think.. Most i suppose. and Initial D is coming out in like three weeks time? THREE WEEKS? That's certainly a torture.. sigh.. Can't it be like screening now? And.. i do not have any VCDs to watch.. damn! I seriously feel tortured...........This boredom is really killing me... Hmmz... i wanna watch some serial drama... anybody Kind enough to lend me? i really feel like watching some show... But i haven't finished my homework.. as i said... I'M STUCK AT PHYSICS... HELP!


Sigh... GSS is here and i'm not even shopping ....I think you've heard enough of my moanings and complain... I think it would be wise if i crack my brains now and think of how to do the stupid physics assignment 8.... Not as if i would like to do so but i'm forced to..

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♥signing off now♥
3:55 PM




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