follow your heart

2010-08-02T16:00:00.002+08:00

i wonder if i could go back to those days

days that i was just happy being myself

comfortable beneath my own skin

when even the smallest little things can render me happy

and the happiness that i exuded was genuine

somehow things aren't the same anymore

it's a boggling question

i guess as you get older, expectations tend to rise

which results in many people chasing after happiness

when in fact, happiness isn't that difficult to attain, isn't it?

it's an irony how people with everything they need always crave for more

look at the people of africa, or other poor undeveloped countries...

just playing soccer together would put a smile on their faces

a smile that is so priceless

and uncommon in the world we live in....

perhaps it all boils down to the fact that we are just to bothered by what other people think of us

worried about the things people might say behind our back

but that's just life

some bitch and get bitched about, others bitch about their friends all the time, and there's this group of people who just get bitched about even though they've not done anything

well... sometimes jealousy is what causes two best buddies to fall apart

and once you've been betrayed/hurt by a "close" friend...

you'll feel skeptical about all friendships that you hold ...

which may be very damaging to your interpersonal skills ....

but i guess there's always this point of time that you'll realise

not everybody's the same

and that's the time when you move on with life.....

school's starting on the 30th august

as much as i dread the school term

at the same time, i can't wait for school to start too

it's an irony isn't it?

i think my brain's always at a constant war with itself

much contradictions that can't be explained.....

1 month left. what shall i do?

hmmmm

2010-06-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

i know i haven't been blogging at this blog for quite awhile

because i've got a tumblr account

but somehow, there's always double line spacing for tumblr):

so maybe i'll just stick with blogger.

anyway i just feel like ranting about a certain someone

i've been putting up enough with all the nonsensical crap

to you: stop acting like a faggot and just move on with life

i know i shouldn't even be caring about somebody who doesn't give a damn about my feelings

but let me just say this once and for all.

i really don't think it was my fault to begin with

i already clarified earlier with you

afraid that you would get hurt if i allowed it to drag further

it was obvious, that i had wanted to maintain this friendship with you

if you can't tell that, then maybe something's really wrong with you

i did all i could to reduce the damage to its lowest level

i even checked with others to see if you were doing okay

constantly reminded myself that all you needed was time

but ironically, as time went by

it clearly proved that what i thought was the best solution failed me

your immaturity is hard to comprehend

i thought army would make you tougher both mentally and physically

maybe you're one of the exception

surely you know that this kind of things can't be forced upon

so how do you expect me to respond then

firstly , you didn't even tell me anything

secondly, it's not as if i avoided you after knowing that you ....**

i really do not know what's on your mind

but isolating yourself from the world may be one of your regrets later in life

i mean, the world hasn't been treating you that badly

to tell you the truth, i don't think i mistreated you or anything of that sort too.

so what the hell is wrong with you?

why the hell are you avoiding me when all i wanted was to be friends with you once again?

i shouldn't be putting any thought into this friendship

or should i say PAST friendship anymore

since you don't even give a damn

why should i?

this is the last time that i'm going to care

our friendship is ruined and it can't be saved anymore

thanks to your immaturity

seriously, no one can help you if you choose to isolate yourself from the world.

if you don't change your angle of perspective in life

all i can say that, you're just putting yourself at a pure disadvantage

so get a life and move on.

if not, you only have yourself to blame for the current state you are in.

to that person

i don't think you'll be reading this.

but i do hope you can be like what you used to be in the past

wallowing in self-pity doesn't solve any problem but instead, it just makes you feel miserable.

so why choose to be that way?

2010-04-21T16:44:00.002+08:00

i'm still alive from the studying(:!

decided to come back to post an entry

might be moving back to blogger after all

since i have no idea how to put songs and a tagboard on my tumblr account

will try figuring out after exams

plus it's kinda irritating since my tumblr posts always have double spacing between sentences

hmmm. i really wonder

okay.

back to mundane studying!

JIAYOU! YOU CAN DO IT !

good luck to everybody else out.

holidays holidays holidays holidays.

come quick!

2010-04-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

moved to babyviolets.tumblr

but still this site will be preserved

lots of precious memories

2010-03-14T22:35:00.003+08:00

happiness comes from the simplest things

a smile

a good laugh

an encouragement

a hug

a silly comment

a simple satisfying meal

most importantly,

surrounded by people

who care and love you

paying attention to your every need

so when you're feeling down or upset

just think of the happy times

and you'll see light at the end of the dark tunnel

p.s. back to my tutorial

no lab tomorrow again

which means spending 3 hours traveling for a 2 hour lecture! :/

2010-03-08T00:25:00.003+08:00

when we were young, we were easily pacified

just with a little attention given, could made us so contented.

when we were in primary school

purchasing items from the bookstore could lift our spirits

or even a simple packet of seaweed could make us happy

when we were in secondary school

nothing beats going out for window-shopping

and purchasing perlini's silver was our greatest joy

when we were in junior college

a close-knitted class, a group of close friends

was all it took for us to endure through the 2 years

2 years that we thought was so hard to get past at that point of time

and from time to time

these group of friends were the ones that made jc life

so much better and enjoyable

sometimes it's just nice to walk down the memory lane

to retrieve the old memories that brought us so much happiness back then.

not saying that i'm not contented with what i have now

it's just that,

i think it's so much easier to find self-contentment in the past...

when happiness comes from the heart instead of material comforts

that's when you know that you are truly comfortable with

being yourself

(: being sad is not an option

being happy is (:

live life. love life.

2010-03-04T22:07:00.003+08:00

the weather is really insane

and it's making me very irritable!

i want a cooler climate now

now now now

urghhhhh

back to my notes....

4 more days before mommy returns :D

p.s. i'm happy with my eyebrows (=

no more "one piece" HAHAHAS

2010-02-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

a caged heart

rid of all emotions.

is what i need.

heart oh heart

would you be more obedient

and cooperate with the brain):

the sun will shine again...

yes it will

2010-02-21T17:46:00.002+08:00

nimbus clouds have came and gone

and thankfully they weren't here to stay for long

they say, rainbows are usually seen after a downpour

but to me, rainbows will never form without sunshine

sunshine oh sunshine

please be here to stay

cause you certainly brighten up my day(:

if i were a plant

i would choose to be a weed

with unwavering determination

growing stronger by the day

yes i can do it ! and i will! all the way siwei!(:

till then

Upcoming quizzes:

1) korean listening test

2) BS 108 test

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYBODY :D

2010-02-19T18:10:00.003+08:00

the best way to remember a person is not by looking through photos

but instead, searching through your heart for the images deep down inside

they always say that you should forget the bad memories and only remember the good

but to me, both should be remembered

the scariest thing is not about quarrels

instead, it is the deafening silence that serves as a wake-up call,

both to character and soul

mirrors can only reflect your outer shell

but can it really reflect who you really are?

perhaps, we all should do some soul-searching. (or rather me)

up till the age of nineteen

i've yet to meet my true identity

my attitude is no where near perfect

i have lots of soul-searching to do

who am i really?

oh. maybe i have an identity crisis.

trying to be someone i'm not?

i've always picked on other people's flaws

guess i really need to treat myself as an enemy

to identify the flaws and rectify them

i want to be a good person.

i'll try.

little did i know that your gift would serve as the best consolation when i'm sad.

2010-02-17T18:49:00.002+08:00

how long has it been

cause it certainly seems long . . .

perhaps sometimes you just need to shove away your pride

and admit that you're in the wrong

oh gee. i'm such a stubborn-headed girl

will somebody knock some sense into me?

2010-02-16T14:49:00.002+08:00

Being self-reflective may be a good thing

but it can also make yourself even more confused at times

words can't describe the state of my mind now

neither can it express how i'm feeling

my mind's in a whirl

my heart feels as if it's being wrenched

just two days ago everything seemed perfect

and now everything just fell apart

perhaps i'm being too critical

will somebody give me a glass ball

so that i'm able pre-empt all situations before they even happen?

"one day, a guy gave 11 roses to a girl. 10 real and 1 fake. he told the girl, i will love you till the last rose dies..."

read this off someone's blog and found it really sweet

but believing in such things are just as good as believing in fantasies

oh. reveries that will never come to the fruition.

2010-02-05T18:01:00.002+08:00

안영하세요!

hello everybody! life's been great so far!

just went shopping with my mom to get my cny clothing yesterday and somerset 313

and made some real good deals(:

nowadays, my wants have been growing exponentially!

): why is it so difficult to stop yearning for more

that's bad.

worse come to worse, i'll have to surrender my extremely handy and convenient blue card to my mother!

hope that doesn't need to happen.

o'wells.

at least i still have a little budgeting on my finances (:

fortunately, non it-savvy people like me do not do shopping online!

if not i'm sure it'll burn a bigger hole in my pocket!

hee(:

after a day of shopping, i'm very glad over all my loots

thanks mummy for accompanying me to shop

and my mummy claims that she's my fashion consultant! O:

okays. that's it for the day (:

nothing seems to bring you down when you're happy isn't it!

and happiness begets a happiness!

pass it on!

random: CNY IS COMING

so is VALENTINE'S

it's amazing how time flies isn't it!

that's all for now. i shall start doing my tutorial today!

2010-01-29T18:07:00.003+08:00

HEY! I'M STILL ALIVE AND KICKING:D

Into the third week of my school

so far school hasn't been that bad except for the long traveling hours

constant tutorials and i've got 2 lab reports on hand that i've to hand in next monday

shall start on it today!

and maybe i can finish maybe one and some tutorials

to free up my weekend(:

In any case, korean classes are really fun (: although it's kinda difficult to grasp a new language while astrology is getting boring with alot of theory involved ):

but no complains since i'm lucky enough to get the two electives that i wanted :D

chinese new year is just around the corner

and i've yet to complete my cny shopping!

ahhhh. that spells trouble

have a few pieces in mind(:

shall pop down some time soon

that's all.

life's getting boring and there's nothing interesting to blog about recently ):

been contemplating if i should join any cca in ntu

problem is that ntu is so damn far ):

owells owells

if only ntu is in changi! i would join all the ccas! HAHAS-.-

that's all. i shall attempt my lab reports now :D

tata!

2010-01-14T17:54:00.002+08:00

never do the things that you wouldn't want others to do to you
i've been keeping that in mind
but somehow, it doesn't materialise
occasionally, but not always
i guess i need to try harder (:
i need and want to be a better person
that will only happen when you no longer think of what you stand to benefit
but instead, think of others before yourself

anyway, i went for my first drive today together with uncle leong and my mom
): got nagged at and there was this once that i came out of the filter lane without slowing down
and the oncoming car honked for damn long):
it's so freaky!
and can't everybody be nicer to us, p-drivers!
it's precisely we have the p-plate on! that's why you need to give us the opportunity to improve on our driving skills isn't it?
and NOT to take advantage of our slow speed and cut into our lanes!
): <

enough of complaining! i definitely need more practise before i can drive alone! (:

school has started already ):
NO MORE IDLING AROUND! urgh . bad habit that has got to go ! ): <
and anyway, astronomy is interesting (:
plus the lecturer's really funny.
he was trying to switch off the lt lights but he didn't know where the switches were
fiddled with the switches and he accidentally switched on the table light
it was hilarious. omgosh

(: cny's coming!! i wanna eat bak kwaaaaa!:D
and i haven't gone shopping for my cny clothes yet
HELP~
MAYDAY MAYDAY!
hahahas

alright. till then!

2010-01-12T00:23:00.003+08:00

brand new year brand new beginning!

hope it'll be a good year for everybody out there!

school has started and i must say it's really tiring traveling there

especially when you know that you'll only be in school for one introductory lecture!

and so being me, i napped for 3 hours after i ate lunch when i reached home!

this won't do):

wouldn't it be nice if i could sustain such a luxury even in uni life

but it's a sad world! i can't do it!

so i'll have no choice but to sacrifice some sleep. not all!

i can't do without sleep):

tomorrow's lecture is at 3.30pm!

feeling so so so lazy): gosh

3.30 pm lecture means that i'll reach home earliest at 5pm!

i need to set my priorities right this semester(:

no more bumming around!

it's time to work hard for a better result (:

jiayouuuuuuuuuuuu

i'm a lucky girl with almost everything:D

2010-01-02T23:28:00.005+08:00

let's welcome the year of 2010 (:

it seemed like just yesterday we were counting down to the millennium

and that's already a decade ago

how time flies when you're not watching it!

the year of 2009 had clearly zoomed passed

probably because of the 8 month holiday that we had after A'levels!

i had my fair share of travelling in 2009.

In april 2009, it was the first time that i took an aircraft all by my own to meet my father at the airport.

and the first time that i visited england:D

first time that i worked!

and the first time that i opened the doors of my heart to somebody special ((:

2009 also marked an academic milestone in my life

when i first set foot into the grounds of Nanyang Technological University

I didn't know what to expect from it

but now, one semester just went away

one treacherous semester that i couldn't wait for it to end

but really, i'm grateful that i had friends that made school much more bearable:D

2009 may not be the best year i had

full of ups and downs

but i guess that's what life is all about right

overcoming the setbacks and moving on

what will 2010 hold for us?

none will be able to predict the unprecedented future ahead

what we can do is to make the best of what we have

after-all, life is what we make out of it

to welcome the new year

here are some new year resolutions:

1) Be more hardworking for the new semester ahead

2) No more last minute mugging and rushing of lab reports

3) Be more tolerant to others and less short-fused

4) Be more understanding towards boyfriend

5) Be nicer to family!

6) Stop relying on retail therapy!!

7) Improve my english

8) Read more books!

9) Try to start reading the newspapers when there's time

10) Have better time management

11) Cut down on facebook usage (HAHAHAS. if possible)

12) Be more accommodating! i need a bigger heart ): <

13) Be more trusting towards bf

that's all!

just came back from hongkong/macau yesterday!

mum fell sick on the trip ):

probably because of all of the heaty things we ate

and hence, didn't do alot alot of shopping

it's getting late and i'm feeling lazy to upload photos!

shall upload more the next time!

till then!

2009-12-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

hello everybody! i'm here to update!

basically, the reason why i update is because i have very poor memory.

really poor and so i have to jot down what happened over the week before my poor memory fails me.

and anyway i'm going to hong kong and macau for 5 D 4 N

will be back on the 1st of january at around 11pm! (:

anyway

christmas eve (241209, thursday) was spent with dear and his friends.

simple picnic plus countdown to christmas

i love stargazing(:

and i thought i saw one shooting star that day

not sure if my eyes were playing tricks on me!

sherlock holmes followed

but, i was pretty much asleep throughout the whole show

couldn't stay awake at the unearthly hour you see

i'm getting old! ):

after staying up for one night.

i had a wonderful xmas

spent lying on my bed

sleeping. hahahahas

yesterday.

funan it mall to look at comps before meeting up 304 for class dinner

less and less people are attending class dinners ):

i wonder why

minds cafe followed

and the games that we played were more fun than what we played on wednesday

hahahas. thanks dear for choosing the games :D

OH YA

we mahjong-ed at jin chuen's house after that

omgosh. i told you i'm old

and i'm never never never going to do this stay-up marathon ever again

i'm just killing myself.

Reached home at 4.30am when i'm supposed to get up at 10 the next day ):

today.

met up with shengming, xinya and allie to sing k at party world

the party world at liang court is amazing

but but but .

it seems as if they provide EXTRA services

because it's opened till 6 am

plus plus. they sell alcohol and stuff

plus the lightings

hahahas. too much hongkong dramas perhaps!

came home straight after that to pack my luggage.

finally done packing my luggage(:

I will miss you Y

and friends. let's meet up soon again (before damn school starts!) :D lotsa love!

HAPPY 2010 IN ADVANCE TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE!

2009-12-23T00:57:00.003+08:00

caught avatar today with siehui and jc at the cathay

i would say that it isn't too bad a show

thought it would be horrible

but it turned out just fine (:

with the random jokes (from how i met your mother)

that made us burst out laughing when everyone else were silent

fist-bump! and woo-girls. hahahas. that's funny!

and tomorrow!

mind's cafe and we're gonna lunch at the hawker centre at bugis!

yayy!

1 more day 1 more day before ❤❤ books out :D

and 1 more day before christmas eve ☃

i guess this is where it all ends

bye my old friend

2009-12-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes we're just too obsessed with the results

thinking that without getting what we wanted initially, we wouldn't be happy

but it's always the process of getting to our final destination

that we're able to derive the greatest joys in life isn't it

i guess the most difficult thing to do

is to be really contented with yourself

if you succeed in doing that

you'll be able to find joy in everything you do

the greatest devil of all

isn't anybody but myself

it's just me against myself! haas!

2009-12-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

saturday afternoon was spent with boyfriend

watching feng yun II was a total waste of time and money):

anybody who wants to watch feng yun II would have to think twice before doing so

it literally bored me to tears ):

and after that we went to raffle's city

to satisfy my craving for yoguru (:

yum yum

hahahas. so after that we just walked raffles city

browsing through clothes and stuff

before he went for his class outing while i went home

had to cab home because my feet was aching

wearing heels is such a chore

but i guess i need to start training :D

i'm just not used to wearing heels!

came home and mommy said she felt like going to the airport to eat

you know, the airport is so near my house:D

so we drove there

and had dian xiao er~

my favourite duck (:

and that was how i spent my saturday

today.

stay-home day today! lazed around. and still lazing around

did practically nothing

except for playing rummy-o with mommy!

urgh only won one round!

o'wells!

i shall... start reading my book tmr (:

i wish i could help you share your burden

and alleviate you of all your worries

i wish i could ... ):

i need a genie lamp!

2009-12-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

everything seems to be on the right track again! (:

and i'm really happy today!

finally i've bought the kinda peep-toe high heel shoes i've wanted for a long time

and at a 20 percent off today!

plus a nice shirt-blouse too when shopping with mommy yesterday(:

and after that boyfriend came to pick me up and drove my sister home before we went market 85 to eat ahballing(:

lovely day

with a wonderful conclusion to it (:

it's two weeks to christmas :D

hohoho!

2009-12-09T00:42:00.003+08:00

i was happy

for almost the whole day

until i screwed everything up once again

i guess...

i'm just not magnanimous enough

open enough

understanding enough

far-sighted enough

i don't know

i guess everything about me is horrid

it's only now

that i get a full reflection of myself

i'm sick and tired of all of these

perhaps i shall give myself a break from all of these

is there even such a thing as eternal happiness?

i feel so sick about my life.

sick of the world

sick of everything.

2009-12-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

071209

tmr is the day

determining my fate

as to whether i can driveeee

i really hope i pass

it's my second test afterall):

second test

and i'm still feeling the jitters

god bless me!

i really want to pass tomorrow

anyway i just wanna say i'm really sorry

to that special someone):

it was wrong on my part

to be so skeptical and doubtful about everything

i'm so sorry):

in any case

happy 4th month Y

2009-12-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

exams are over(:

happy and yet not happy

just having mixed feelings

but well. let's just keep our fingers crossed alright!

i'll just do a pretty short update before i go for the standard chartered marathon thing.

well, not that i'm running!

i'm just volunteering

and it's an overnight thing. i really wonder how am i going to survive through the night!

if you know me well

you'll know that i can't jolly well survive past midnight without feeling that my eyelids is uncontrollably closing

hahahas. yes that's true

i've yet the time to really rot at home after exams

and my hair is still untrimmed ):

feeling pretty much ugly with this kinda unkempt hair! helppp

shall trim SOON! that's a must.

so here's what i did so far after exams before my super extremely short-term memory starts to fail me and i can't even recollect what i did for the past few days ! =/

wednesday:

went out with charleen, candy, joceyln, xiao ting to ion.

ate at watami

after that, candy and xiao ting left

while charleen, jojo and i went to b&j

ate fattening ice cream while waiting for sie hui and eleanor to arrive

chilled further before catching an extremely stupid show called christmas carol (NO SUBBIES)

summary: wonderful company but wasted 10 dollars on a show that isn't worth it at all.

thursday:

dinner at tcc. had my salad again (:

after that went orchard central

and tasted the most fantastic brownie ever at b&j that brought me to heaven for a few seconds

every bite was mouth-watering and god-damn delicious

highly recommended(:

YUMMY! satisfied :D

friday:

went out with jojo sie hui eun eun and eleanor.

photo-hunt

followed by strawberry short-cake at bakerzin(:

after that

made the journey to the west

to watch jin chuen pass out from his unit!

hahahas. it was an eye-opener

yeaaaa and okay. the toilet wasn't that dirty afterall. HAHAHAS

85 market after that was pretty much yummy(:

but it's sooooo unhealthy! oh no

today:

went out to have coffee bean breakfast

ate salmon scramble

but it was much of a disappointment

oh nos

cause the salmon wasn't that fresh today ):

watched new moon after that

felt that the show was too overrated!

quite boring and draggy actually.

maybe that's cause i don't read the books.

hahahas.

i better get my ass off this chair now and shower before heading down to tampines

meeting the others before the pick-up !

ciao~

till thennnn

PS. no cable to upload photos. i wonder where's my cable! if only they were like handphones that you could call! ):

PPS. i need to control my temper better! urgh. i'm literally EXPLOSIVE nowadays

like a ticking time-bomb. RAWRRRRRR ):<

2009-11-22T10:09:00.002+08:00

all i ever wanted

is for everybody around me to be happy(:

simple, yet not easily achievable

but it's possible isn't it? (:

the world will be so beautiful if everyone could be happy!

so spread the joy!

p.s. i'm 10 days away from freedom. that calls for some celebration!

i'm gonna start studying soon!!

to everybody taking exams right now...

HANG IN THERE. it'll be over in a blink of an eye =D

train of thoughts

2009-11-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

exams are just round the corner

and i just started studying

thanks to the numerous lab reports that drains not only time but our energy

such that after i've done a little of lab report

i feel too tired to continue with other things ):

life is going at such a rapid rate

there's no time for you to stop and reflect on yourself anymore

in this competitive society,

everybody wants to triumph over others

whatever happened to humanity

it's even rare to see people helping one another in this world

that's kinda sad

to see what the world has evolved to ):

why is the world so obsessed with money; so obsessed with winning, in being the best?

that's cause you'll just be at the losing end if you don't join in the race.

is this the kinda world that we all want to live in?

not really. but we don't have a choice

all we can do is to make the best out of what we have

look at things with a more positive point of view . . .

the changing world is beyond our control

but what we can control is our lives.

there's no more time to be depressed or disoriented anymore.

it's a pity...

even emotions and thoughts have became a luxury.

all we can think of now for us students is...

how do we survive the battle of the grueling curriculum in university!

time management and sacrifices i hope

and

not to let stress overwhelm

cause stress inhibits thinking. hahas

that's all for now.

going to do my econs tutorial now.

no choice but to present tomorrow!

oh the conformities

i surrender my fate . . .

2009-11-01T15:28:00.002+08:00

hello world. i'm still alive and kicking (:
had many submissions last week
and i survived! yea
friday evening was great even though it was a mad rush.
caught this is it
nothing fascinating to me.
and now. i'm going to start on all my tutorials!
today's only sunday
and i'm looking forward to next saturday already!
it's okay. time flies
just like how i was looking forward for last friday!
kk. tutorial time!
(:

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us
nice song :D

2009-10-27T22:43:00.003+08:00

i'm really feeling much happier(:

perhaps, i've come to a point in realising that you can't just have everything going your way in life.

and you can't have everything in life either

so just make the best of what you have

there's some things in life that i wouldn't trade for

firstly, people who care most about you

and secondly, the simple pleasures in life

sometimes people just tend to look too far ahead into the future

that they tend to overlook the small little things that may bring us much happiness

live life the way you want it to be

and not let it be dictated by others or rather, be influenced by the pressure from the society

even if life isn't a bed of roses

it still can be beautiful

depending on your angle of perspective isn't it

stay happy everyone

good luck for exams that are in a month's time!

i'm supposed to be doing lab report but i'm really too zonked.

shall have a good night's sleep and get up earlier to do lab report(:

and i'm really thankful for having such a wonderful mom(:

my friend. my confidante. my counsellor and my stress reliever!

3 more days!

2009-10-21T19:39:00.002+08:00

i can never seem to finish the lab reports

really loathe them to the core

it's simply a waste of time! really!

mommy's gone off to fetch my auntie

because my auntie's gonna stay-over at savannah today

before they fly off to japan

how much i wished that they could take me along with them

many people say that university life is a breeze

perhaps it was meant to be a pun

cause it certainly doesn't apply to my case

it was a mistake to choose this course i guess

given that i don't have a BURNING passion for science to last me through the four years.

no point brooding over it since i've already chosen this path?

but, i rather waste one year than wasting my entire life on something i dislike?

): sigh.

we'll just see how it goes!

i shall endure through this semester first!

well. one a half more months to press on before we get our well-deserved break

DECEMBER COME QUICK

okay. back to lab-reporting. . .

as much as i don't want to whine

i can't seem to put a stop to it

GRRR!!

i should just shut up and do my work (:

2009-10-14T22:32:00.003+08:00

results weren't what i expected
i FAILED my driving test today
guess i was too nervous during the test
thanks to the super pressurising tester
from the start to the end
he kept hurrying me to do this and that
not to mention insulting me
"you don't understand english?"
it's more like your instructions weren't clear at all?
o'wells. maybe i've just grown to dislike you
nothing went wrong during the warm up session
cause of the nice instructor that was assigned to me i guess
.
.
.
this shows something
i don't work well under pressure
anyway
thanks for all those who consoled me(:(:

cheerful me will be bouncing back again!
gloomy me will leave soon!
SHOOOOOOOO~~

alrights. i'm returning back to my studies!
lab reports and econs this weekend!
FOLLOW AS PLANNED!

2009-10-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

after making so much mental plans

of finishing my revision on time

so that i don't need to scramble and be so stressed out with school work and driving next week

the weekend was rather unproductive for me!

growl

and the stress accumulates

thanks to my poor time management

-____-

i really gotta learn how to manage my time well

not to mention that i'm NOT managing my life well either

THIS SUCKS BIG TIME

@#!@!$#!$!#~!@$#@$~@#~@

growing up sucks isn't it!

no wonder the author of peter pan decided to create such a character!

but yea

that's only fiction

FINISH ORGANIC CHEM TMR (OBVIOUSLY! if not how to sit for the test on tuesday! =.=)

i'm in desperate need of BETTER TIME MANAGEMENT! :@

2009-10-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

next week is quiz week!

and i haven't started studying BS101. god bless me!

plus, i'm pretty busy with driving next week

wondering how i'm going to cope

guess this weekend will be burnt! with my studies!

it's time for me to work hard

live life with no regrets.

i've done so many things that i've regretted

it's time for a change!

i can do it!

exams are coming in one and a half month's time

and so i've got one and a half months to make it right.

there's never a pause in life

so keep on going

and stay strong

to everybody out there.

press on!

"you'll never fail in life unless you quit"

JIAYOU!!

2009-10-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

i'm back at my father's place.

and my father's back in town too!

but still. i prefer living at simei):

it's far too quiet here. sigh!

and i've yet to figure out how to use the printer

so i guess i'll live without notes tmr.

i'm so hungry. i think i'm going to sleep alr!

hahahas. tmr will be getting up at 7.15 i guess!

cause lecture starts at 8.30! ): booooo

recess week's overrrrrr!

2009-10-03T17:32:00.003+08:00

last day of F1! when we were waiting for the driver's parade to start. and.. JENSON BUTTON IS DAMN HANDSOME(:! better than KIMI RAIKONNEN.

okay! i admit that recess week hadn't been that productive for me

but at least i managed to study a little

most of the time was spent sleeping and lying/lazing in the bed.

this won't do!

hahahas.

yea. i'll have to start my (intensive?) revision real soon

cause end-of-sem exams are... coming?

which means december holidays are coming!!

yippeee. hip hip hoooooooraaayyyyyy

yea.

i guess if i want the results

i'll have to work for it

so stop being so lazy!

stop sulking

stop thinking of the possibilities if i had done this and that

stop procrastinating!

stop being distracted!

stop relying on retail therapy! so much for saying that shopping won't make me happy.

okay it still does. but it's really momentary!

COME ON!

if you want something you've gotta work for it!

OH! and happy MID-AUTUMN'S FESTIVAL TO EVERYBODY!(:

to myself: and please stop being so whiny! life's not as bad as it seems! enjoy every moment of life! cause life's too short for complains!

P.S. jojojojo we didn't plan for any karaoke session this recess week >;( and i do not have octet chins ):

2009-09-29T23:53:00.004+08:00

shopping at esprit today with mommy
because it's mommy's birthday month
i got two bottoms a top and a belt
for the 20 percent discount offer
lalala~
i've been wanting a white belt ever since my white belt snapped ):
left me so depressed
and today i asked mommy if i could buy the white belt
and she said yes :D

oh yayys
and i'm so glad that everything's over already
i'm truly truly happy that we managed to talk things through
:D
guess i've really been too selfish on my part at times

i...
must have really done something good in my past life
to deserve everything i have right now
and what lies in the future ahead
depends on what i'm going to do about it now
plan ahead siwei!
you can do it!!

no more unproductive days of studying!!
i am back to.... the cheerful me again
hip hip hooray!!
smiles(:

OH YEAAAA and F1!!!
VROOM VROOM
although i can't really say that i can appreciate F1 completely
but i'm really thankful to my father for giving me the opportunity to witness such action!
jenson button:D is really very very handsome!
love love! hehehe
pictures up next time
hahahas. lazy me!

that's all. waking up early tmr to study
yeaaaa. thanks for the "holidays".
i'm loving it~~
okay don't complain siwei. you've already gotten your days of fun
please put in the amount of hardwork to compensate for the fun and unproductive days!!
GO GO GO!!! :D

2009-09-29T00:40:00.003+08:00

guess this is the reason why we're holding on so tightly to it. the sweet memories. . .

when there's nothing left to hold on to

and you have no idea what you're holding on to

you just feel that you should let it go

i wish i could believe that you're still the you

the you that could always manage to make my heart smile

and make me feel cherished

it's just all disappearing):

suddenly, i see a stranger in you):

2009-09-27T12:33:00.003+08:00

back to the days when nothing seemed to be going against my way.

everything seemed flawless back then.

not like now.

when i think the whole world is going against me

nothing seems to be right

i always feel that i'm stuck in a sticky situation

difficult to escape from it

it's as if i fell into quicksand

and somehow i feel like i'm losing myself

what if i'm not the person you think i am

will it change anything?

sometimes it's better to let go of the things you once held on so tightly to

cause i don't see a point in doing so

if that's the source of unhappiness.

i don't want this matter to drag

i want this feeling to go away

i don't like to fake a smile

2009-09-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

eldest sis, mom and me. (when ge ge was in redang:/)

hello once again:D

today is the first day that i start living all alone!

staying all alone isn't as frightening as it seems to be

it's just the silence that makes me feel extremely lonely over here

with the only sounds coming from the cars zooming past and the mrt sound plus the songs from my itunes

other than that, there's only silence ):

guess i'll adapt to my new environment!

i have to start learning to be independent

it's never good to cling on the past

neither is it good to be too emotionally attached to anybody ...

just in case they leave you

(obviously nobody wishes for that. but reality is just cruel)

yupps. but it's easier said than done.

o'wells.

i'll still miss my mommy!

i am going to sleep soon(:

2009-09-16T20:57:00.003+08:00

i miss having a fixed class!! or rather i just miss having lessons with our class:(
omggggg i can upload photos using my macbook alr.

the lay out is perfectly fine now!!

i wonder why. maybe it's cause i'm using the lan line instead of wirelesss@simei

hahahas.

oh. and today had been quite a busy day

with all the packing and the shifting!

and i'm not done with my tutorial yet!

hahahas!

really sorry but i'm just too lazy to organize my thoughts properly!

this shall just be a quick update!

and so yea!!

i'm at bukit gombak alr! (staying at my father's place on weekdays!!)

that will save me much time on the travelling!!!

but since i'll most likely be out on saturdays and maybe on certain sundays....

i'll be at simei on weekends!!!

because the east is nearer to town!!:D

okay! back back back to my half-done tutorial:D:D:D

jiayou!!

hwaiting~

): i didn't bring shen over!

2009-09-14T21:57:00.001+08:00

there's nothing in the world that i would trade my family and friends for
they're the best;
the ones who will stand by me no matter what happens
especially my mother and father
they're simply the greatest parents that anyone can ever have!
it really makes me wonder what made me deserve to be born in such a blessed family
(:

i'm really much happier now
life isn't that bad after all isn't it
knowing that so many people around you actually care for you
(:

life's beautiful. enjoy it and cherish every moment
cause you'll never know when that chance will be taken away from you

PS.
LYN
COW
let's meet up soon (:
till then! :D

2009-09-13T14:18:00.002+08:00

please instill some optimism in me
i seem to be looking at the world in negatives
and it isn't doing me any good and never will it
self-inflicted misery
guess that's what always brings me down
i need a change for good
cause i know nobody can help me with this
except for myself.

'always think that tomorrow will be better day"
and it will be:)

giving up is not a solution for the problems faced
on the contrary, it is just a mere evasion of it
likewise, stress only accumulates when you are reluctant to do something
that you have to do.
easier said than done
but i'll really try to face every problem encountered
and not waste time worrying about the consequences if it isn't solved

"are you okay, you don't seem chirpy today"
no i guess i'm not okay no matter how hard i try to dellude myself that i am
but i will be
no worries(: (:

okay. i need to return to my stagnant progress on my tutorial(s)
hopefully i'll be chirpy the next time i blog!

2009-09-09T16:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just feel that i've made all the wrong choices in life
it just feels like i'm at the end of the road
and furthermore a road with no returns
but sometimes i just feel that i'm the luckiest, most fortunate girl on earth
and i don't ever want anything to change
i always seem to be contradicting myself
in the decisions i make in the words i speak
in the thoughts i ponder over.
every single little thing always makes me wonder if i have made the right choice
and that question has always been surfacing every now and then

university life hasn't been of much excitement to me at all
perhaps that's cause i didn't attend the orientation (okay. i did want to attend but it was oversubscribed)
nor am i staying at hall
so my life is oh-so-mundane
travelling back to the east every schooling day

looking back,
my life has never been that interesting
it has always been dull and mundane
i seriously need something to cheer me up
to motivate me
to push me forward

yea. but perhaps it'll never ever change
cause i'm an oh-so-boring person

the more i think about it
the more i wonder if i have a life
do I?

2009-09-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could go wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
so here i am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!

So here I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
...

no boundaries by adam lambert(:
good melody good lyrics.
my favourite song for now.

2009-09-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

hello world.
i'm still very much alive(:
so far, life in ntu has been the same. shuffling between tutorials, lectures (i think the most boring lecture is...coconut)
and now, there's the introduction of lab sessions
i think i'm getting used to getting up at 6 already.
sadly my earliest lecture is 8.30. that's freaking early considering the location of ntu
pulau ntu. literally. no joke.
the only consolation you get at ntu is the food
it's very very cheap.
one mac breakfast MEAL only costs you 4.90 (:

yea! and at least nowadays i know how to find my venues without using the map (provided the venue doesn't change!)
hahahas!
i'll only have 16 AUs for this semester
cause i only have one elective
couldn't find any electives i liked
so whatever i added, i dropped it before add/drop period ended.
i'll just take another elective some other semesters then.
i want korean or jap but it seems so difficult to get ): booooo

18 days to my mother's birthday
22 days to F1!
22 days to NTU recess break!
so many important dates that fall during september!
(:

i'm going to sleep alr.
Goodnight.
i think this blog will soon be left to die on it's own ):
let's just see when
it's approaching it's dormant period. soon.

till then (:
P.S. OH YA
TMR TMR TMR
(: meeting the girls! after so long!
YAYY :D
okay done. time to sleep

sweet dreams!

2009-08-27T20:52:00.001+08:00

hello hello! i bought new highlighters and zig markers today with jojo:D

the colours make me really really happy.

gives me more reasons to study so that i can use them and beautify my notes which are currently only filled up with pink highlights!

felt as if today was a holiday even though lecture started at 8.30

biophysics wasn't that bad today.

at least i could understand most of it i guess.

not like the previous two that was a complete blur!

bose is a good lecturer!

and because today was union's day. we were SUPPOSED to cast our votes for our respective clubs.

initially, we didn't want to vote because it felt troublesome

but when we finally took out our pens and started ticking the slip

we realised that we checked the boxes wrongly

and hence, our votes were voided ):

what a waste of time!

union's day also meant that lessons from 10.30-2.30pm were cancelled.

so we decided to skip mr coconut's (HAHAHA) lecture! cause we didn't want to idle in school ):

the cancellation of lessons meant that econs lecture was shifted from today to saturday.

yes i didn't mention it wrongly. it's a saturday

this means i won't have a sleep-in saturday already :(

thankfully lecture on saturday is 9.30 instead of 8.30! which means getting up at 7 instead of 6 and hurrying on the train

hopefully the trains won't be so jam-packed with people on a saturday.

i'll really be shocked if it is!

i shall get going. maybe do some tutorial before i sleep?

hahahas:D

last episode for the draggy korean show's tmr!

it's not that bad when you start from the back

one thing about korean shows....

you don't find yourself missing out in anything even though you started from the back. HAHAS

ciaos~

till then

2009-08-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

hello!!!! i'm finally blogging once again
i think this blog is going to die very soon.
haven't been able to find much time to blog
if it's not school, it's going out with my friends, if it's not friends, it's family, not family it's helping out at the grand opening of berrylite at iluma.

work was hectic today
and being the cashier operating the iluma cum parkway system cash register is totally confusing
with all the free coupons and lucky draw slips...
but it was still quite fun(:
free sprins (HAHAHAS!)

went to my father's house to check out the bed and everything
so that i can get my bed linens before i shift over there probably next month?
but i'll still be returning to savannah on weekends :)
i really really really love the east much more than the west.
once an eastie, forever an eastie! (:
next time i wanna live in the east too!!!

not working tomorrow alr.
thanks so much rey! i don't think you'll be reading my post .
but yea. many thanks :D
hope that there will be vacancies for some electives, if not i can kill myself alr.
hate the add/drop. when i came back home today, the add/drop timing was already over.

and yeaaaaaa! i got my new laptop already(:
still figuring out how to use it though.

i wanna go shopping for more clothes):
clothes and shoes are never enough. hahahas
if and only if universities provide school uniform :(
it's so troublesome planning what i have to wear

shoud i buy a bagpack?? any nice bagpacks to recommend, anyone??

life is so blessed. and i wouldn't want anything to change.
never ever.

2009-08-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

i have so many things that i want to blog about
but i really can't blog about it
i guess i really need to have a diary of my own.
it's as if there's a million thoughts bombarding my mind now . . .

tonight i'm falling and i can't get up

2009-08-14T01:24:00.003+08:00

just yesterday i decided to be so adveNTUrous (trying to imitate the edveNTUre word) -__- and chopped off my hair
this is the shortest hair i've had since primary school!

okay! there's no more school for the week!!
seriously biophysics is hell for people with no A'level physics.
don't really understand what are state functions. and lots of other things.
GRRRR. annoying!
so abstract :\
o'wells. and the tutorial can't really be done. grrr!!
okay. i think i really need to catch up with my sleep now
i've been awake for insanely long hours (first time)
without naps.

cranky cranky.
second day in school and i got lost in school :(
NTU really is too big for people who have an extremely poor sense of direction. hurs
thank god prof lars was late. making me not so late. HAHAHAS

alright. i think i'm going to sleep soon :D
i don't want to look like a panda at the end of my fourth year at NTU ):

first day of school

2009-08-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

after such a long time, i'm finally waking up at 6am.
8 months of holidays has really made me a bummer
somehow i managed to crawl out of bed today
to hop on the ever-so-crowded SMRT train
it's only the first day of school and i'm so turned off by the fact that i can't get any seats at simei ):
it'll be much better if i get to sit:D heeeeeee

anw. 2 hours straight lecture with an in-between break isn't as bad as it sounds.
we've got a hong konger as our lecturer.
quite hilarious. but it gets sort of irritating when he trails off and you'll simply have to strained and put immense concentration into trying to figure out what he just said!
i think it'll take a while for me to adapt back to school life :D
nonetheless. it helps so much just having friends who are in the same course as you!

and one thing i can't stop complaining about
ever since just now
ntu's add/drop period sucks! period.
we can't seem to add any courses of our preference even though
we clocked in at 7pm.
bad system. first-come-first-serve basis!
made me miss UP ): was supposed to watch with allie and i sacrificed the ticket just hoping that i could get the electives of my choice
in the end it was just futile.
argh. and i heard it gets easier during the last few days of the add/drop period. ):<

grumpy. just 19. and i'm oh-so-grumpy.
o'wells... nvm.
on a side note
i may be moving over to my father's place to stay. most probably in a month's time or so

i think i've really gotta be independent(:

goodbyeeeee!!
HAHAHAS. SIGAAAMAAA BONG!

2009-08-10T01:09:00.002+08:00

a big thank you to all who remembered my birthday and wished me happy birthday :D
i'm really a lucky girl. really really
blessed with both family and friends!
even though it was just simple celebrations held yesterday and today
i really appreciate it
especially those who had planned for it
and the surprise that i got(:
thank youuuuuu
pictures are on the class blog. and i'm lazy to upload on my own blog. hahaas
some other time perhaps:D
should be sleeping soon?
tired plus hungry and i don't wish to rummage for food in the kitchen
so yeaaaaa

shopped at ion orchard today! but i only got one item. o'wells. nvm
and a big thank you to dearest mommy for lunch @ minjiang!
the fish was awesome! yummy yummy!

yepp. goodnights peopleeeeee
YY

2009-08-07T11:10:00.003+08:00

today's stay home day!
currently waiting for mommy to buy lunch back after her massage:D
shall be clearing the last shelf of my book case later!
oh. and my voice isn't back to normal yet.
sigh!
stupid stupid
i can't wait for it to be back to norm again! hehehe
no more deep fried food for me for now

yesterday! woke up superbly early just to make a trip down to NTU
met up with lay puay yu min eleanor eunice and kaiping at eunos before heading down to the other end of singapore. eleanor alighted at clementi while the rest of us continued on our journey to the west. hahahas
it's really god damn far okay. no question about that
and i would say the freshmen welcome day was very boring
i was trying to keep my eyes open for the talks
thankfully i had a box of ji dan gao (i'm really not scolding anybody here) frou PAU with me.
so i munched on it in the auditorium and the lt.
i think food really keeps you awake
at least for awhile!
teehee.
after the talks ended. we headed down to bugis (:
to eat soup spoon
i love love love mushroom soup! the tomato one isn't too bad too
but i still think that the soup at esprito is nicer !
lalala~ :D
in any case. i'm still a big fan of most mushroom soups :D
so we ended up with two sandwiches and two bowls of soup!

a big humongous thank you to puay eun and kp for accompanying me to wait at bugis station while i was waiting for cow to pick up the phone
BIG THANKS :D
however, in the end, cow was still unable to make it :(
so i headed down to parkway to meet dear lyn!
went down to city hall...
and somehow we two were carried away by shopping!
): sadly enough, all we did was to window-shop!
saw this bagpack at lesportsac! it's waterproof and it's so light!
i like it! but the price is quite steep just for a bagpack! 240! -.-
plus i really don't think my mother will agree to it
cause of the cartoooooooooooooon prints
"u're in uni and u still want to carry this kinda bag?!"
that's for sure.

ate the sukiyaki at sukiya? is that what it is called?

yupp. not too bad but not fantastic either

somehow i was slightly thirsty after that

but it was much better than stupid watami at ion orchard that kept me thirsty the entire day

most probably goingggggg sentosa tomorrow with the class!
it's been a long time since we all met up
hopefully it'll be a sunny yellow banana day:D

countdown before uni starts :
3 DAYS

ps. i'm apprehensive of the near future ahead
apprehensive if i'll make friends that are as good as my current ones
i shall remain optimistic
for it's a new start, a new beginning
something to look forward to and not dread
:D

i'm turning oldddddddddddddddddddddddddd :(

2009-08-02T21:43:00.004+08:00

oh yayy . i can finally upload photos (: (:
thanks felix for that link! it helped me resolve the technical error (:
my sorethroat ain't getting better ):
it hurts when i swallow
o'wells
thanks to the stupid stupid fried pork cutlet (which i think they most prolly used very stale oil -__-)
and the deep fried dou gan!
big sigh!

okays
here's a photo at us.
on wednesday after our cycling trip!!
made a trip down to pp to visit allieeeee
cause subway was nearby?
HAHAHAS
jk!
anw . here it is :D
FELIX! COME IN!
HAHAHAS

okay. that's all
school is starting soon :(:(
i hate to be feeling this way
i know it's for my own good
but i'm just reluctant):

2009-08-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

blogger just deleted my post just now
and i'm so fed-up
furthermore it was quite a long post ):
blogger sucks
and anyway. blogger's layout is quite weird now
i have no idea how to upload photos in this case
cause i can't even find the button to upload photos :@

okay. life has been just the way it is
no complains(: i'm just really really happy.
met up with felix joceyln sie hui and eunice to cycle@ ecp on wednesday
the sun was scorching
but thankfully it was a sunny day
no bad weather hehe
we cycled from ecp to kallang leisure park
initially i heard it as cineleisure
can you imagine the distance we would have to cycle?
hahahas. and it was my first time cycling on the roads and pavements outside of ecp
it was simply a test on my cycling skills
obviously i can't cycle that well
one of the most amateurish cyclist you can say ):
but we managed to reach there safely without a scratch (:
(: i'm glad that we all still make it a point to meet
let's just keep it that way.
<3

this week was also the first week that i worked at iluma
iluma is cold and the layout simply sucks
nothing much to shop either.
different environment different yogurt machine
and most of all the yogurts that i drew from the machine
were odd-shaped
the only consolation you get working at iluma is that....
you get up later cause work only starts at 1030 am
you get to have 45 minutes break instead of the usual 30 minutes
you get to eat cheap and gooooood food in which you can pre-order :D

yea! and YESTERDAY
went out with eldest sis to ion orchard yesterday
it's so cool! it has basement levels down(HAHAS)... till B4!!!
got my organiser, fan (those whooshy kind) hehehe, and a pair of shoes :D
happy!
alrights. i just sorted out my timetable
all i've got to say is that
thursdays will be my most dreaded days EVER!
long schooling hours
with only one break in between.
): my stomach will surely growl ):

alrights. that's all
shall upload photos when blogger is up and working once again

till then (:

2009-07-24T01:29:00.002+08:00

tuesdayyyyy

worked with allieeeee before heading off to my driving lessonnnn.

i wanna book my driving test date alr!! need to hurry

shall do it on sunday!

oh. and the whole driving lesson was spent circulating inside the circuit.

s and crank course. hahahas.

i rather drive on the roads than in the circuit! *yawns*

just yesterday, i went to pp to find allie during her break(:

and we ate at the food court

but because her break's only half an hour, i had to rush along with her

and people who know me should know that i eat at a superbly slow rate

so after that, i lingered on for a while before buying my swirl yogurt!

but i think pure original tastes nicer than the swirl now

with oreo!

being a mrt person. i don't really know how to connect everywhere using buses.

but i was trying to be adventurous so i took bus 15.

i really thought bus 15 went all the way to bedok reservoir area (where my old-house was)

and in the end. i sat bus 15 all the way to tp cuz i missed the last stop where both services 15 and 5 intersect.

sigh.

and next i walked to the 293 bus stop.

okay it was a loop service. and i took the direction that made one big loop before reaching the opposite busstop. how stupid of me ! growl

i really have no sense of direction i think.

293 went all the way to tamp inter.

where i decided to stick to my mrt.

guess what

i took the mrt to pasir ris.

wrong direction again. i was really super duper muddle-headed that day

what the hell was wrong with me then -.-

glitch in my brain!

helppppppp

okay. that was the end of my long EXPEDITION home. from?

from parkway -.-

i shall remain loyal to bus 31(or any buses that goes to bedok inter) in the future!

next week i'll be at berrylite iluma!

now. should i take bus 12 there.... or should i just mrt there since there's still the shuttle bus to rely on?

ok. enough of my rantings.

my mommy's back (:

yayy. welcome back home-cooked food. hahahas

2009-07-20T23:51:00.003+08:00

Name: Diddl

Animal species: Jumping mouse

Date of birth: 24th August 1990

Star sign: Virgo

Height: three mouse-foot fifty

Weight: light as an elastic spring
Colour of hair: black

Colour of eyes: black

Hairstyle: sportily blown in the wind

Special characteristics: overalls, large feet, three hairs

Place of birth: Cheesecakeland

Place of residence: cheese cave under the attic tree
My hobbies: painting, doing handicrafts, having adventures, talking big, cuddling, eating cheese, having fun, and being together with Diddlina

What I would like to become: Federal Cheese Chancellor

What I think is cool: birthdays

What I don't like: dishonesty, injustice, the Frog Brothers

What I'm good at: jumping, looking deeply into Diddlina's eyes, lazing around

What I'm not so good at: being patient when out shopping for clothes with Diddlina, sitting still at school, arithmetic

Favourite music: smoochy Diddl rock

Favourite colour: gouda yellow

Favourite food: "Sockland Largeholed Superstinky"

Favourite drink: "Holesberger cheese lemonade"

Favourite clothes: my overalls

Favourite film: "Dances with Cheese" - with Cheesy Costner

I'm a fan of: Diddlina

My greatest wish: for everybody in the whole world to live in harmony, that Diddlina will always love me, that the weather is always lovely, and that my supplies of cheese will never run out

oh gosh. this is so cute isn't it (:?

credits to

http://www.diddl.com/

hahahas. many many more characters! and their characteristics are just so cute (:

okay. gotta work tmr!

going to sleep now.

goodnight people!!

2009-07-20T00:29:00.002+08:00

hellooooooo!

had driving today

thought that my driving lesson today was at 6.50

but it's at 12.45!

thank god i checked my pinned up schedule ytd night before sleeping

and so i was like a zombie crawling out of bed

shucks. even with more than 8 hours of sleep._.

YESTERDAY- a date with mr potter and family. HAHAHAS

ytd! ate and movie-ed with my family at ehub(:

ate at mr chicken rice and god it was crowded!

furthermore, walls weren't sound-proofed and the noises were bouncing off the walls. i would still say soup restaurant's ginger sauce is nicer

luckily we pre-booked tickets for harry potter

cuz even though we chose such a desolated place (in my opinion)

it was still packed till the front row

movie wasn't too bad to me! but i wonder why so many people say that it isn't good

perhaps it's cause of the expectations they had

i would think it's quite entertaining just that the climax part is really quite short!

and on a side note. hermoine granger is so pretty

it's so unfair how emma watson can be so pretty and smart at the same time. not to mention being lucky enough to be chosen to star in harry potter

they're all filthy rich. according to my mom. daniel radcliffe will have 70 million POUNDS when he finishes the harry potter series

i probably need 70 lives to earn that much? perhaps.

work tomorrow cuz orientation doesn't exist anymore -.-

should be sleeping soon

goodnight to everyone out there(:

i think i cursed myself

2009-07-17T22:59:00.004+08:00

in the previous post
i said that there was a possibility that my application for FOC might not be successful?
okay. that came true. maybe i just jinxed myself or something
or i could be some oracle in disguise
that has the ability to forsee the future ahead
oh yea. and just before that jo messaged me that her application didn't get through.
i asked eun.
and after a while she replied that she got rejected by them too.
-.-
so in the end. we're not going for the FOC anymore.
it just feels sooooooooo
.
.
.
sian.
hahahas. i have no idea what word replaces the word sian. o'wells.
and so i'll enter the school without knowing anyone.
thank god for jojo and eun in the same school
i hope hope hope we're scheduled for the same lectures (: (:

HARRY POTTER-ing tmr (: (: (: (:
can't wait.
but i'm still sad that draco malfoy has became so ugly.
urgh. he used to be so cute. what happened to him!!
):

2009-07-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

orientation camp starts next week

and i'm having mixed feelings about it

i hope they don't over-do any thing

fun, it'll definitely be.

but the thought of making friends all over again

makes me feel half-hearted on going

hopefully my camp mates will be fun and out-going people

and not like porcupines

who create the distant feel

but i presume they won't be since they're attending the camp (:

or maybe. my application for the camp won't even get through?

that'll be such a joke

after i've given it much thought

HAHAHAHA

well, it's always much easier

if u just focus on the positive side of everything

our long holidays are coming to an end soon):

8 months may seem long

but it passed in a blink of an eye

im glad that everybody still made an effort to keep in touch(:

that's all.

i think i'm going to sleep soon.

shall try to sleep before 12 everyday! so that i'll be able to adapt to school life once again.

goodnight to everybody out there!

(: stay happy(:

P.S.

beyond my prediction

and i would like to know the reason

2009-07-14T00:16:00.003+08:00

TODAY
i worked the opening shift with jolene!
and i was the cashier
was supposed to stock-take today but didn't have the time to do
so i'm doing it tmr

and...
puay dropped by after her cycling(:
walked abit and stood against the barrister and we started talking
seriously, we've not beennnn meeting up ):
we should have some gathering soon before school starts with the other girls too yea!!:D
i'm still so full from the famous amos cookies and dinner! lol

i'm tired!
going to sleep alr cause i'll be doing opening tmr with doris!
goodnight people(:

thoughts:
if you're not me,
you wouldn't know what exactly is running through my mind.
being presumptuous
is only making things worse
and really.
i wasn't fed-up at all
misintepretations and misunderstandings
they drive me mad.
sorry seems to be the hardest word
when i don't feel that i've done any wrong
and u wonder why sometimes i just don't apologise.

OFF DAY!

2009-07-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

watched this with mom today at the cathay!
wanted to watch ice age 3 ): but my mother wanted to watch this
quite a funny show....
however... the dialogue was heavily peppered with the f word

before that.
ate dim sum at the cathay restaurant (: yummyyyyyy
i ate my favourite nai huang baos! and banana prawn fritter
yum yum yum!
n i just got two pairs of jeans today for uni!!
at a super discounted rate (:

less shopping when school starts
less time to slack in front of the computer
less time to just hang out with friends

well. but for one thing.
my brain would be put to better use!
and i'll be doing something meaningful instead of just idling around.
so....
(: let's look forward to a bright start
a new beginning. ahahaas

till then.

2009-07-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

OH YAYY! it's finally workinggggg i can finally upload photos
shall do it some other time
cuz i'm just too tired to upload anymore pictures
hooray (:
anw. that's the kid of my father's colleague in shanghai
she's sooooooo adorable. really (:

ate at sketches @ bugis today
with lynette and carissa
and cow was late >:( hmph!
but since she ran all the way to the restaurant
hmmmmm
she shall be forgiven! hahahas

bus 12-ed back after dinner
an unpleasant journey indeed
because of some lingering unpleasant smell ):
shan't brood over it cuz it's mean to do so ): <

and i think i walked into a cobweb in my estate today
IRRITATING
i wonder why the estate was so dark today
or is it because i've not walked home so late for quite some time
hmmm. but i think the management should really look into this matter!
it's all about safety in any case!
care about your people, management!
unfortunately, our old management was lousy
and i hope that the new one will be better!

gonna settle my interbank giro payment thing for ntu tomorrow (hopefully)
i think university application procedures are a chore to do
oh....
and uni is starting in around a month's time
should be looking forward to it
sadly, i ain't ):
thanks to the unusually long break
makes it difficult for me to revert back to schooling life again
further more, ntu is so far.
i've just gotta get used to it i guess.
no complains no complains no complains
i shall stop being such a whiny person!

gonna sleep alr
goodnight everybody out there
hope everyone's happy(:

till then!

2009-07-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

oh whatever. i did try to upload another picture on my blog
but it was a futile attempt once again ):<
so, my blog will remain as dull as ever ):<
anw. today i did stock taking
and i have to agree that it's the most tedious task ever
taking out all the stocks, counting and finally placing them back
whiny whiny whiny):

plus today
i wanted to eat pretzel
and so i went to auntie anne's
to buy my yummilicious sour cream pretzel
however i wasn't greeted with a smile
but with an extremely grumpy face
i had wanted to order orange juice so i asked her for a cup
and she said, " no orange juice" in a rude , couldn't care-less manner
i really can't stand it when people in the service industry
have such poor attitudes!
plus it's not like i was CONTEMPLATING to buy
i already BOUGHT your pretzel.
-.-
!@#$% whine whine whine.

hahahas.
i am gonna sleep alr
i've got no work tmr but i might be going out tmr night (: (:
that's all.

decision-making is tough):
especially when i'm so indecisive on this matter
should i move there or just stay put
i need to decide fast. help ):

2009-07-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

i wonder what's with blogger!
i wanted to upload a picture but it didn't appear. or is it something wrong with my dear sick computer >:( it still has some trojan virus running in its system!

anw today i went shopping with my mother
initially mom had wanted to go to singapore expo to shop at robinsons
so that we could get some essentials at a discounted price
but i managed to persuade her to go raffle's city instead
bad or good decision?
i guess it was bad?
cuz i ended up buying quite alot of stuff
i bought one swimsuit from triumph cause it was so eye-catching and pretty (: some essentials
one pastel green polo tee (same design as the one my mom bought but diff colour)
one top and one denim shorts from esprit
):
gave me momentary happiness
however
i feel guilt-ridden!
even though i have not shopped for quite some time cuz of work and the word SALE is everywhere!

plus i'm not going to hong kong to shop anymore
but that doesn't give me the excuse to spend anymore unnecessarily in singapore.

but i'm quite happy with my loots today in any case.
just that i can't always do this ):
bad bad bad

life is just so wonderful
when u know that people around you care
and they would do anything
to put a smile on your face(:
thank you mommy and daddy!
(: i think they're really awesome at times (:

2009-06-28T18:51:00.002+08:00

hello. i'm at home waiting for my dinner that my 2nd sis is going to buy back from me. she asked if i wanted to meet her at bedok to eat dinner but i told her i had a flu. and she asked me to stay away from her ): . it's really not h1n1! ): h1n1 is causing a global paranoia among people.

did opening with xinya today at berrylite (: and i was semi deaf today and my nose was just as congested as ever. boohoo. there was one customer who asked for kiwi toppings and when xinya told me i got a shock. i thought she wanted CHILLI toppings -.-. deaf!

and the numerous stares that i'm getting from people when blowing my nose is irritating me ): thanks to the stupid pandemic. o'wells.

i hope i won't have blocked ears/nose tomorrow!!!!!!!!

i'm going off to eat dinner (at home) soon! blog again some other time (: (:

2009-06-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

i'm back again!
haven't been doing anything much!
anw. monday.
i went to remove my stitches and me and my mom walked past the flower shop at bedok.
so we bought some flowers to display at home
and now my pink carnation stalk has died ): ):
so sad. luckily the rest are still surviving.

and on wednesday ....
i tried espirito's mushroom soup! it's really heavenly ! i like!
i think espirito should employ me to be their ambassador
i don't mind trying all their dishes!
FAT hope. lol
me and the other berrylite colleagues went for a mini gathering (:
at katong ktv!
hahahas. it was quite fun
and ate supper after that
but cuz i only drank soup in the afternoon and had an empty stomach for too long. i had a tummy upset ):
so i had to cab in from the busstop instead of walking in.

thursday! i thought my mom how to play wii
hahahas. it was really really funny!
she kept screaming while playing the raving rabbids drawing game
and the toilet game too
hahahahas.

and yesterday. went all the way to my future school with eun and jojo for the medical check-up
thankfully everything went well cuz i was having a runny nose then ):
it's soooooo freaking far!!!!!! sigh
after that. we went to jp to eat.
me and jojo ate fish sliced noodles while eun ate her chicken rice
and the noodles ain't nice.
too salty for my liking ):<
i was supposedly on time but i ended up being late BECAUSE the train got delayed. how unlucky can i be
and the train once again got delayed when i was on my way home !!
one day and i got stuck in the train twice!
i wanted to take bus... but when i came out of bugis.... i walked to the wrong bus stop without bus 12
sigh.
so in the end i ended up taking train once again

now
i'm at home instead of being at work. because i think i caught a cold
and i'm damn scared i'll sneeze into the food or something
):
grrrrrr
but after 15 hours of sleep ytd i feel much better alr (:

P.S. HONG KONG is one of the listed countries that people should avoid visiting. i'm in the same dilemma once again.
SIGH. swine flu GRRRRR
no hong kong = more money to shop in singapore
BUT hong kong will be having their MEGA sales.
big sigh!

2009-06-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

hellooooo.
i know i've not been updating as regularly as i used to.
hahahas. i've been working on thurs sat and today
work is super tiring on the weekend
it's a challenge
but i survived. faster faster and faster. i hope i'll get (:
anyway, smu has finally rejected my application after such a long period
so it has killed off my tiny lingering thought that i'll still get in
in any case, i've already accepted the fact that i'm in ntu biological sciences alr.
i have to make the best out of it then (:

on friday
i went out to meet jin chuen and felix before we went to marina square to meet dearest blurest allie! hahahas. we watched ghosts of girlfriends past!! (: not a bad show i would say.
i think it's true that some people tend to use another facade just to cover up their trueself and emotions.
it's sad. i think people should always be true to themselves and others! (:
and after that
we ate at MOF
ate the ramen (:
but a word of advice: never order the salmon sashimi salad
it's such a disappointment!

oh. and driving on saturday was very fun
hehehe. i'm completing my module 2 soon. hoorays!
and i can u-turn properly already at last!
lalala. though the instructor said my blind-spot check isn't thorough enough
i have yet to book my practical test date ):
my instructor has not been able to find a better slot for my test date.
the previous date he asked me was on 5th august.
i don't think i'll pass if i take it on 5th august!!
just hope my practical test date won't clash with my orientation

on a random note, i'm removing my stitches tomorrow !!!
i'm so happy
this spells more delicious solid hard food for me
kurobuta pork !!!! hehehe :D
yum yum

and i really hope my blue-black on my chin will go away soon!!!
i look as if i got boxed by someone!

OHOH!
and i nearly forgot to complain about today's incident at berrylite!!!!
there were some unruly people who didn't even patron our shop and brought outside food to sit at our table
grrrrr.
and when we asked them to move
they just keep saying they couldn't hear us
grrrrr.
and still had the cheek to glare at us.
scary!!!
(maybe it's cuz they saw me eating yakun at the corner table.... but hey! i'm a worker. TSK!)
i hope we won't have such bad encounters again ): ):
hurhur

that's all for today(:
lalala~
tmr shall be a lazy day (:

pictures

2009-06-17T01:17:00.003+08:00

this are some of the photos that we took at the chalet held on 110609!
me and hubby! hahahas.

the self-acclaimed pro taking the photo! HAHAHAS.

i like this picture (: even though it's quite blur

HAHAHAS. looking at allie makes me wanna laugh. she's trying to be johnny bravo? HAHAHAS

friends for a life time(:

i wish there will be more of this kinda get-togethers soon!<3

2009-06-16T17:38:00.002+08:00

hahahas. i'm supposed to read the ntu booklet
but i'll do it at night?
i'm always more productive (a lil) at night
hahahas. and because i felt more hardworking than usual, i cleared up my desk and mounted up my memo board! (:
it feels neat now
except for the bookcase that i dread clearing ): nooooo
kaez
and the right side is still swollen.
hurhur. i hope the swell will go down by thursday
if not how am i going to face the customers!

that's it for now!
i'm hungry!! cause i only ate porridge for lunch?
certainly not enough!
dinner dinner dinner!
lalala~
oh ya. and please help me click on the adverts whenever there's one!
thanks plenty!

cheers!
i hope everyone's having a good day out there

2009-06-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests.
Loving
Out-Going
Ambitious
Intelligence
Sense of Humor
What's Your Best Quality? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

hahahas. look at this!!! :D

my sense of humour is like zilt!!!! ):

and i took out my wisdom teeth on the right side alr

very very painful after the anesthetic had worn off!!

but now i'm feeling much better alr

cuz of the painkillers

much much thanks to those who showed their concern (:

2009-06-14T22:37:00.006+08:00

pictures from china! will upload the rest sometime soon!
isketch-ing now
i don't want tmr to come :(

i love water sceneries:)

at some water village in suzhou (:

cute kid running down the steps

me and big sister!!! hahahas. the wind was quite strong then you know! look at my hair ):

eeeeeeeekkkkkk tissue!!! -.- damn lame right. hahahas.

lexus without a license plate?!?! hahahas. stolen car perhaps? i have no idea

old town in sh (not sie hui! HAHAS shanghai)

the amazing shaven ice at ding tai feng (: nice

but not worth the price. i remembered it's RMB 45

SGD 10! hmmmm

this was taken on the way up to the observatory tower

at SWFC (shanghai world financial centre)

shanghai view from the 94th floor i think. didn't go all the way up to the skywalk though ):

from the bottom. and my camera isn't wide-angled enough to capture the full thing properly

the good thing about spring is that you'll see lotsa flowers (: in full-bloom!!

daddy!! (: and his magnificently hugeeeee camera!

SWFC!

this was the sat/sun after my sister came to join us?

teppanyaki (: LOVE ITTTTT!!!!!

the escargots are YUMMMYYYYYYY

hahahas. he's burning the sweetened bananas? hahaas. cuz he poured some liquor to cook it i think

i think this is sinfully fattening. but it's really nice

teppanyaki version of banana fritter? hahahas

i think my heart almost stopped that day. all the fattening food!

this was taken at nanjing xi lu i think! hahahas.

somewhere... that you'll only really be satisfied if you've got all the money in the world?

stretch of branded and IT labels

last day of the trip! we went to watch some bian-lian performance.

yupp. that isn't me. it's my big sister (:

hahahas. most of the pictures doesn't have me inside

that's cuz this was from my camera.

the rest of the photos are in my dad and sister's camera

which i'm very lazy to upload

some other time then (:

2009-06-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

saturday

I worked from 4-9 pm on sat! and it was crazy to me.

cause this is the first time that i'm working on a weekend

drawing yoghurts from the small machine is so much tougher than from the big machine :(

and customers seem to conspire between themselves

so that they'll come together in huge throngs of people. hahahas

but nevertheless. it's quite fun:)

after that....

i made a trip all the way down to bugis iluma.

happy 19th birthday felix

ate berrylite yoghurt at iluma with sie hui and eunice after all the guys left.

hahahas. yepps and went home after that.

bus 12 was packed! and i had to stand for quite awhileeeee before getting a seat!

hahahas. when my legs felt like jelly!

today

did opening with doris!! :)

so earlyyyy though. hurhur.

luckily mommy drove me all the way to parkway today!

supposed to go holland v to eat at big D's grill

BUT... my sister said she was having/gonna have a sorethroat

so we didn't go in the end

puhuhu :'(

so i went home to sleeeeepppppp

hehehe:D

and tmr

i dread tmr! because i'm gonna extract another two wisdom teeth from the other side. left side? i think . can't rmb

ouch

theeeeeee end

permanent by david cook

2009-06-12T12:43:00.002+08:00

Just yesterday joceyln introduced this song to me
it was a song that david cook had written for his brother
such a sad song :(

permanent by david cook
Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent

know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask, oh God is there some way for me to take his place?
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?

When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent, I'm permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry

2009-06-12T02:38:00.003+08:00

hellooooo
such an unearthly hour and i'm still awake! i have to really change my sleeping pattern seriously.
had BBQ at the chalet that allie's uncle booked
and it was fun making stupid poses :D
the weird and stupidest thing was that i smiled even when they were taking only the shadows! -.-

at around 9. :@
we booked two cabs from comfort
and had to make our way down to the main lobby entrance
but because we got lost, we took a little longer
guess what happened?
one cab left and the other cab driver called me to scold me on the punctuality
hello. you told me that you're gonna be here from 5-7 minutes
and i'm very sure we were rushing down to the destination alr
thanks alot!
we had to book another cab because of the impatient cab driver
by what means is it okay to let your customers wait instead of you waiting?
we waited for the second cab to arrive!
and it was surely more than the time that you (taxi driver that left) !@#$ waited okay
i know that there's a parking fee to be paid if you exceed the grace period
but you could have at least notified us that you have left the venue alr
imagine if we waited for a taxi that had alr left
thankfully there were still some kind souls out there who HAPPENED to see it LEAVE and bothered to tell us. thanks :D
thanks alot for your awesome service
to think my family and I have been booking from your company
and please don't think that all customers will let you off the hook just by grumbling about the incident
cause i'm even contemplating of lodging a complaint!

enough on that...
i shall sleep now :D

in the past, i used to think that i could sleep away all my worries and troubles.
maybe that was why i slept so much
but not anymore.
(:
i've learnt that we must accept whatever challenges ahead
cause there's no point in avoiding it.
the future is ours to create (:

2009-06-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

today is my fourth day working at berrylite :D
and i thinkkkk i can cut fruits faster nowadays
it's gonna be my daily routine from yesterday onwards to immerse my feet
in warm water after work
it's so comfy that you wouldn't want to barge !
should try itt
i'm really sorry that i broke one glass today:(
and while i was washing the dishes
a fork dropped onto my palm and made a small dent:(
right in the middle!
stupid fork
hahahas. first time such a thing has happened to me
clumsy klutz

shall be starting work at 6 tmr(:
so i can sleep till quite late.
hipppp hippp hoooooooorayyyyyy
:O sometimes. you guessed but you didn't realise

2009-06-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

Thursday
First day that i was working at berrylite. hahahas. and i learnt how to draw the yoghurt! but there were so many unsuccessful ones:( but o'wells. i'll learn how to draw better yoghurts as time goes by right ? :) hehehe. and it's the first time that i'm standing for five hours straight! and i think i'm always very daze-y! oh no.

after that. dad came to pick me up with big sister and we went to get our second sis before going to vivo! ate at the japanese food at vivocity!
nice nice. i love the charcoal-grilled food:D
although the beef was a little fatty. but it melts in your mouth!
thank you daddy!

honestly, i think my stamina is quite lousy. i felt extremely drowsy after working. but i hope it'll improve! and nowadays... i'm getting up earlier :D

Yesterday
Second day at work!! and i was busy cutting all the fruits and making the oreo bits. i seriously had the impression that i cut quite alot of fruits. BUT... at the end of the day when i tried to remember what i had cut... it seemed quite little :( slow me! hahahas.

dinner.
ate with allie and rey at the banquet at pp.
what's my verdict on the food there ?
not nice! hahahas. or rather the hong kong hor fun isn't nice. >:(
dad came all the way down to pick me up :D
and so, i accompanied him to eat at eatzie at east point!
we were just unlucky that day. had wanted to eat at east coast hawker centre that day. but the car park was packed!
decided to go expo next and it was also packed
left us with no choice -.-
hahahas. so dad ordered the spring chicken
and i just helped him with almost half of it. hahahas

TODAY
did nothing much. woke up at 11 (:
ate lunch. showered. prepared to go to the driving centre for my lesson at 4.25
and as usualllll... i was there early!! o.o
dad came to pick me up before we went nuss guild house at suntec for dinner with uncle and his family!
the serviceeeeee was uber slow :(
waited waited and waited
but it's okay. cause i just ate my haagen daz ice cream!
i love ice creammmmmmm

that's all. i'm still feeling quite tired! i wonder why!!
better sleep early today! since i'm gonna hafta wake up early to send my father off at the airport!

ciaos~~

:D

2009-06-03T20:50:00.005+08:00

hello. met up with lyn yesterday

for our pedicure and shopping date :D

cow was supposed to come but she couldn't come cause of some photo-shoot:(

anyway. we met up and went to vivocity to get our pedicure done:D

it feels so weird honestly. cause this is the first time that i'm doing a pedicure!

and the girl told us that there's a promotion going on till end of the month that it's 8 pedicure sessions for 175! meaning one is about 22 or so! AHH

but since i ain't even earning an income. i shan't sign up for it! although it's tempting! luckily i don't have an atm card :D

our nails! i know it's so weird to take photos of the feet!
we were trying to make funny faces while waiting for the nail polish to dry.
but it failed. urgh
profiteroles and us at bakerzinn. we look like silhouettes here only!
and the menu said diet starts tomorrow at the page where they featured the profiteroles. hahahas. Must be fattening!being the random people

we took sentosaexpress into sentosa to eat

and guess what we ate?

nasi bryani and potato salad! HAHAHA.

but it was quite nice. but i would say quite expensive for hawker delights

nvm. it's okay once in a while right? hahahas!

and that was yesterday! :)

i think i'm too easily contented at times

:D simple little things can make me smile!

today

i LITERALLY CUT my hair

and i feel that it's a little too short

regretting a little.

but i hafta cut since my hair texture's too dry

so actually. shorter hair would be better for me. O'wells!!

this was the first time i actually went to the hair salon alone :(

because my mommy didn't want to accompany me. she thinks i need to grow up alr! :(

i want to be young again! hahahahas

sleepyhead

2009-06-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

i wonder why i've been feeling so sleepy even though i've been sleeping so much!

must make it a point to wake up when my alarm rings!

lazing in bed just makes me feel more lethargic.

today!

went shopping with mommy at tampines

i bought one blue top and one pair of three quarts!:D

hehe. and after that , we did some grocery shopping at cold storage

and now

i'm still wondering when and where i should cut my hair!

should i try something new? or should i just be conservative and stick to my usual hairstyle.

hohoho! i'll be working at parkway parade on thursday and friday from 12 -5.

I'll be having driving this saturday and gonna have dinner with my family and my uncle's family later on.

so i don't think i can join my class for any outings (IF there's one this saturday)

maybe there won't be one. hahahas. o'wells. nvm :D

hope that our class will stay on strong even when uni starts!

i miss school! alot :(

2009-05-31T21:53:00.003+08:00

bird's eye view from the stone gallery of st paul's cathedral.

when can i get such a clear view of my ever so obscure future

i've accepted biological sciences in ntu already

besides the worry of the job prospects, i like science as a subject

but what future jobs can i take on in the future

university courses will decide your fate in the future

i hope it won't be a wrong decision

appealing to other universities?

yepp. to NUS FASS for economics.

and somehow i'm still clinging on to the slim chance that SMU will still accept me

given they've not rejected me

but that's unlikely.

i'm just going to see what comes next and make the best of what i have.

this is the only chance i have

and i'm not going to destroy it

i'll work hard. i really will

determination; i hope will last me through till the very end

let's step up to the challenge and look forward

to the future that awaits us.

2009-05-30T23:07:00.003+08:00

i had my 7th driving lesson yesterday

and i'm still horrendous at changing lanes :(

no confidence in accelerating and instead, i'll step on the foot brake.

o'wells.

anyway! today i finally met up with my class

after over a month of absence and we went for ktv-ing at bedok

as usual they were talking about everything foreign (army!)

and we were trying to look for nobody by wonder girls in their system

but they only had tell me

which is also another ear worm!

hahahas. still prefer nobody :D

i want nobody nobody but you!!! * clap clap* *clap*

hahahas. okay.

85 market followed next

today we ate the bbq sting ray and the owa jian!

but somehow i felt that today's one isn't as nice as before already

i still have such a long way to go for driving :(

ARGH. stupid cdc

it's partially my fault

cause i'm so lazyyyyy to book!

youtube:D

2009-05-29T00:27:00.001+08:00

song by wonder girls

i think it's the theme song for the movie in which

KIM BUM and so hee acted in :D

spot him!!!

2009-05-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

life isn't a smooth-riding journey

it's a rollercoaster ride with ups and downs

uncontrollable and unprecedented

but if you embrace the future with optimism

maximising the most of what you have

instead of thinking of the possibilities of things that could have happened

life will always be beautiful and exciting

when greed overwhelms our minds

and we feel that nothing we have is enough

we should always step back to count our blessings

instead of comparing it with the extremely fortunate children

why not just think of those who are suffering

we are all truly fortunate to have parents

to support us throughout our education

who showers us with unconditional love

it's only recently

that i've realised and made a mental note to myself

not to whine so much about life

cause life isn't that bad as i perceived it to be

i should stop yearning for more things

when what i have is already more than enough

temperament - i shall try to change

try to be less haughty and jumpy over every single little thing

2009-05-26T12:08:00.003+08:00

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EGGCITED! :D

2009-05-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

yeayeayea.
after such a long break from driving

i'm finally going to get my hands back on the wheel again tomorrow

plus i shall remind myself to book more lessons and the test date

if not i think i'll not even complete the course before my PDL expires!

argh.

excited to drive again:D

and just yesterday

i went to bed at around 1 am

and guess what time i really slept?

2 ? 3?

WRONG! it was 6 am.

horrendous feeling and i was lying in bed so frustrated that i couldn't drift off to my lalaland.

growl. hopefully today will be better:D

may is ending and june is approaching

this means i'm left with only 1 week to decide my path.

quick NUS and SMU.

i need to hear from you .

because you haven't sent me any rejection letters

clearly the glimmer of hope hasn't diminished yet.

so...if you will, please?

2009-05-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

hello!! i'm back in singapore already (:
hehe. right. home's still the best after all.
and i'm back in my lovely comfort zone once again
the UK trip
was pretty enjoyable.
nice brick houses. lakes streams. shopping streets instead of shopping malls.
and the sinfully fattening cream teas.
talking about cream teas
i'm currently waiting for my mac order to be delivered
i think they're quite busy considering that they're only gonna deliver our orders at 1 am.
pictures shall be up some other time.
but hmmm. i've not even uploaded the china photos yet!
o'wells.

blog some other time :D
PS.
i finished PS i love you already!
it's a very touching story. definitely worth reading
it always succeeds in giving me goosebumps! :\

ciao~

2009-05-08T15:00:00.002+08:00

yesterday.
went out with cow and lynette for dinner at the airport
ate at earle swesen's and i ordered the cottage pie again.
it was real funny racing to earle swensen's with those funny brisk walking.
coffee bean was our next stop.
and that was all that we had
even though we didn't meet for a long time, i certainly felt that it was a fun outing (:
thank youuuu

today.
had to wake up at 930 to wait for my dad's registered mail to be re-delivered.
asked mom if i should check the mail and she gave me the frustrated look.
me: should i check the mail
mom: ): < if you feel that you should do it just go and do it
me: but the outcome is always the same. no acceptance letters!

i thought as usual it was filled with my sisters mother father's mails without any NTU NUS or even SMU's envelopes.
and i saw beneath some letters ... a NTU envelope.
i've finally gotten an acceptance offer!!
but erm this one's from ntu biological sciences.
still waiting to see if smu will accept me or not ):
and i still wanna know what nus will accept me for!

o'wells. gonna check my mailbox again when i come back and hopefully i'll see some smu envelope ): *prays*

it may not be my first choice but it definitely made my day.
at least i know i'm not being rejected for everything i applied for(:
but really. i hate the way they make people wait so long ):
the long wait heightens the nervousness

till then!
reply to tag:
siwei(: - lyn: thanks a lot :D:D we'll go out again once i'm back and before you fly off too!

P.S. hmmm. i wonder who really reads my blog. i think very few.
...you can't really blog what you think over here
cause you never know who's reading the posts! hmmmm

2009-05-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

i'm almost done with packing?
maybe maybe not.
haven't done the final check and i'm unable to dump some clothes into my luggage yet cause the part-time maid is still ironing them. o'wells
have to wait.
life's full of waiting! just like how i'm waiting for the BOF dvds to be out(:
hahaha. but it'll be out when i'm back. hopefully. yiipppeeesssss.

may be going out for dinner later. not confirmed yet!
sigh):
i'm always waiting for replies.

i should really stop grumbling about anything.
i should always always count my blessings and not harp on my miseries.
and i should stop saying that i lead a sad life! HAHAHA
yepp. i'm a silly worry wart!
move on siwei! hahahas

replies to tags:
[puay]: yea it was fun ): i wanna turn back time! and they're not gentlemen anymore in sg! hahaha

allie: really!! hahahas. but that guy was just superficially friendly only! ): <

HAPPY HAPPY

2009-05-06T20:27:00.003+08:00

today! went out with allie!!!

it feels like eons since i last met anyone and today was nonetheless quite fun.

so today we ate sushi tei for lunch! and it was within my budget for lunch! i Must save money!

today's lunch was super early ! ate it at around 11.30 when sushi tei just opened! hahahas

so after lunch we went to walk around before our movie: 17 again!

yes i know it's quite an out-dated film alr. but i hadn't the time to watch it yet.

okay! it was such a bad idea walking into esprit!! lots of sale racks! for it's previous season.

hahahas. so after that was SHOW TIME! (: (:

never regretted paying 7.50 to watch it. definitely worth it!!

cause zac efron is so cute inside (:

i love his clear blue eyes. hehehe!! and he looks so good with that pair of aviator sunglasses. is that what you call it? oh whatever.

berrylite was our next stop! cause allie had taekwando at 7.30. yupps.

hehehe!! the white choc one wasn't too bad.

but i couldn't buy cause i was bloated after subway *that reminds me i still have the cookie in my bag*

shall buy some other time perhaps!

headed home after allie went to meet her fam.

okay. not home. but to east point to look for the hand sanitizers!!

went to three places before they had it!! face masks sold out as usual!

i think people who don't even need it are stocking it up at home too!

nvm. my sister's friend will try to get for us some :D

and all of these are in preparation for my uk trip

so it isn't cancelled after all the controversies and mixed feelings (:

it'll be safe.

we'll keep clean!

no more grumpy me!

the happy me has returned!! hooray!! (:

things to do when i get back.

1. buy the BOF dvds (: TS says they're gonna have alot of stock. hoorays

2. meet up with my friends!

3. complete my driving module

4. book practical test date ? (maybe i should book it tmr. hmmmm)

5. scan photos into computer

6. check the mail. AHHHHH! send me quick !

7. find a job? for june and july? any job offers for that short period ? ): <

8. clear my bookshelves

guess that's pretty much everything

the end!

looking back at the genting photos makes me laugh again!! HAHAHA

some are just so hilarious . HAHAHA

2009-05-04T23:47:00.004+08:00

hahahas. i'm as happy as a lark all over again (:

that's cause i just watched BOF which was being screened on KBS world.

and apparently they're already at episode 23 which i didn't know!

i thought they were much slower than that.

so anyway, it got me all crazy over kim bum again. hehehe.

after it died down for a while hahahas.

hahahaha! killer smile isn't it. hahahas.

i think i'm going crazy -.-

that's all.

shall sleep(:

to go or not to go.

not decided yet.

to work or not to work

can't decide yet because of the previous

to book driving lessons now or to wait

can't decide when to book cause of the previous two.

-.-

when one gets in the way of all.

how irritating!

grumble grumble grumble

i'm turning into a grumpy old frump already ): <

i hate you swine!

2009-05-03T22:30:00.004+08:00

things haven't been going my way lately !
thank you stupid swine flu
for making so many people's lives so miserable.
for robbing the enjoyment and freedom that we all used to have.
you disgust me ! ): <
i hate you period.

and because of the swine flu and the no. of suspected cases in the UK
we're contemplating real hard at whether to go or not to go.
Conclusion to be made tomorrow which i think the outcome will more or less remain the same- that is, we've more or less decided to stay on safe grounds.
i think, (no offence) mexicans should really just be responsible enough to stay in their own country.
that's the only way the swine flu will be well contained.

enough on babbling away with all the negative thoughts...

well. safety comes first right.
so i guess i'll just have to accept this stinking reality.

shall be back with happy posts the next time round i hope
(: bye!

2009-05-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

where's that letter. my hope seems to be dwindling as the days go by!
makes me wonder if i made a mistake in my application
send me quick! roars
siwei is an impatient girl
don't make her wait any longer
mail me please.

:(
and there's no BOF to make me forget about everything
hmph.
cause it's SOLD OUT ): <

sulk sulk sulk

2009-04-30T17:50:00.004+08:00

i feel so disconnected from the world
it's as if i've been in china forever ): <

12 days is not a long period but it definitely seemed long.

and now i'm back in home sweet home. yayy.

i want to rewatch boys over flowers again

can't wait for the release of the dvds! i hope there'll be the postcards and additional stuff inside.

maybe it's out; just that i'm not aware of it.

and what's taking the unis so long to send me the acceptance letter.

the long wait is making me feel nervous.

sigh ): i kinda hope i get accepted into smu though.

although i didn't get the interview of my preferred course

but psychology and marketing sounds pretty interesting too.

Not that i know what i want to do in the future

the future is such a blur

and it's so mind-boggling to think about the future now

o'wells.

i shall just be patient and wait for the unis to reply since their window periods are till june.

when will life return to what it was back then.
one without worries

goodbye shanghai

2009-04-30T01:45:00.002+08:00

and that marks the end of my Shanghai trip

back in Singapore again (:

whoopee.

shall upload somemore photos next time

i'm lazy and it's getting late

so i shall turn in soon.

i think my eye bags are getting bigger ):

nooooooooo.

sleep sleep sleep

simple indulgence

2009-04-22T17:04:00.003+08:00

hello good evening.

today
woke up at around 9.20 before going nanjing road for shopping. but this time, dad's friend and I went to the shopping centres instead of the wholesale centre. it's so much nicer shopping at the shopping centres. cleaner plus less people pushing around plus the people there are less rude! hahaha. yea.

went to many many shops at nanjing road and there was one shopping centre in which the esprit section was having 60 percent off! hahaha. only managed to find two nice tops. the rest were.... not nice at all. zara mango were all there(: . hahaha. but might as well buy from singapore since their stuff do not differ much. lol. walk walk walk.

and we went to raffle's city in shanghai that's supposedly opened by a singaporean:D yea. inside is like a caucasian town 0.o had subway melt for lunch. I went to order over the counter and even when i didn't start speaking. the person started talking to me in english. hahaha. yayy. if not i really don't know what's mayo in chinese -.- and there's a STACCATO branch in raffle's city:D AHHHHH. they should bring STACCATO to singaporeeeee!! many many nice shoes. and i saw this wedge that's very pretty but they were retailing at 800 RMB. i shall wait for big sister to come and see if it's worth buying? shall reconsider because of the price. oh. and they have a hershey's stall selling the chocolate drinks!! quite nice. too bad singapore doesn't have it too.

went to UNI QLO. didn't find their clothes nice. hmmm. and there's H&M in shanghai too. lol. so many brands that you're spoilt for choice. but these imported brands are either the same price as singapore or even more expensive. protectionism? perhaps.....

last stop: some shopping centre near the rented apartment
saw this pair of shoes that were on offer
it's super duper comfy. and it was only retailing at 198! so i just bought it.
original price was 489 RMB or smth.
what a steal(:

that's all.
later gonna pick big sister from the airport. she'll be arriving arnd 10.45.
yayy. thurs, fri and sat morning in suzhou (:

i don't think i'll be blogging for at least one week. hahaha. maybe maybe not.
bye!

2009-04-21T23:48:00.002+08:00

helloooo.
i'm blogging again at this timing. getting up at only 9am tomorrow to go shopping again :D
But i'll be going to the shopping centres tomorrow . yayy
today went to nanjing road's wholesale centre. bought a few pieces cause it's really ~~quite~~ very cheap. saw a few pieces that i saw online on the tw spree eunice showed me.
hahaha!! they said they sell it online too. not sure if it's true.

okay. let's back-track a little

remember i said that i went to watch the F1 race. ): sigh. it was raining so heavily that we left at lap 46. seriously the rain and wind was so heavy that me and my father couldn't take it. it hurts when the rain water spashes onto your face due to the high wind velocity! so. hahaha. didn't even know the outcome. luckily they were the cheapest tix(: and poor ferrari ... booooooo... they're so lousy for this grand prix. but i guess they'll regain their championship title (hopefully) for the next race? hahahahaha.
i want the grand stand tix ): (provided it's sponsored!)
benefits of the grand stand: 1) shelter
2)performances right in front of you
3) better viewing gallery
4) nearer proximity to the carpark

okay so that was how i spent my sunday. one whole day cause of the travelling. one hour plus by car. yupps.

monday.
went to suzhou cause my father had a meeting there. his friend brought me around to see the sceneries and the suzhou garden. it's really very pretty. cause all the flowers are in full-bloom. yippeeeeeee.
yupps. and after that we went to walk the streets to buy stuff.
i bought a pretty scarf from this shop. hahaha.
think it's considered expensive to the chinese here. but erm. i think not that expensive but not that cheap too. cause i'm comparing it to gap's scarves. which i remembered they were retailing at 50 SGD for cotton scarf. hmmmmm. but some of the chinese here aren't poor at all. so irritating. and they spend money like crazy. hmph. irritating!!
my father showed me some housing projects by other companies that the houses are ... 10 million RMB? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
>:(

that's all i didddddd.
waiting for my big sister to arrive to shanghai tomorrow
hahahahaha.
and then we'll be going suzhou to stay for 2 nights. yippeeeee
breakfast breakfast breakfast(:
i feel like eating cereal.
yesyesyesyes

你好~！

2009-04-19T07:02:00.004+08:00

night scenery of Shanghai.

credits to google images!

早安! greetings from Shanghai
okay. i know it's only 7 + in the morning and i'm already awake so now i'm using the computer at my dad's rented apartment while waiting for him.
WHY? cause i set my stupid alarm clock at 6.30 instead of 7.30 so i woke up one hour earlier! ): and now i have to wait at least 2 hours for my father to wake up and get ready!

so dumb. why does my phone has auto-updating of the time zone when Shanghai has the same timing as Singapore. roar. luckily i slept early ytd (:
Shanghai is really bright! With lots of colourful neon lights(: i like!
and XIN TIAN DI'S shopping area is really huge. it doesn't even feel like China in there cause there are so many caucasians and tourists. Also quite alot of nihon-jin. hahahas
tourist attraction you see! hahahas.
lots lots lots of shops(:
hope i'll be able to find nice shoes and a bag.
i brought with me the discount card that big sister had made the previous time.
According to my father, the shoes was over a 1000 RMB that's why there was a discount card being issued. HAHAHAS, yes... she has very expensive taste.

AND. the german restuarant ytd selling pork knuckles were really good (: mostly tourists. almost 100 percent tourists? HAHAHA
packed packed and packed. thankfully we managed to get the seats after negotiating with the waitress.

today.
gonna eat mac's for breakfast later. i hope they have pancakes or egg mcmuffin!
Later, gonna watch the F1 race!
hahahaha. though i'm not a F1 enthusiast but it's worth experiencing right.
JUST HOPE that i won't hear loads of chinese clearing their throats =.=
IRRITATING!
in a few days time I won't be using the computer already. cause big sister will be coming over!
that spells HOTEL STAY!
from the 23rd to the 29th!!
hahahas.
my father said the hotel in suzhou is nice with lake view(:

ps.
S.I.A removed some of their games ): they had so few games on board the air craft. maybe it was that particular air craft that had very few games ):

till then
(the pictures are all with my dad. so i can't upload any.)

2009-04-11T00:27:00.002+08:00

INITIALLY
i planned to meet allie and her sister for the book fair at the expo. But due to my lethargic self, i laid in bed. refusing to surrender to the alarm and decided to notify allie that i won't be going to the bkfair already. Another example of how my laziness had won me over.

when i awoke from my sleep (for the second time! HAHAS), it was a freaking 11.20 on my phone clock already. and i had to meet them at tampines control station at 12.00? That's clearly impossible right. i tried rushing. BUT it was a failed attempt though it could had been a successful one. Why? It was because my mother was one step ahead of me - she had already bought lunch and so i had to eat before going out!

Money wasted on taxi fare to tampines - no shuttle bus service from 12 to 1 and i left at 12.20? thankfully there weren't any peak hour surcharge and the taxi fare wasn't that expensive:D
.
.
.
Reached tampines and met felix allie and her sister. tampines seriously is exploding with people. Were were walking at a crawling rate at tampines one. And the funny thing is that there were more patrons strolling outside the shops than patroning the shops. hahahas. everybody just likes new stuff, don't they! Some shops were quite cool especially this shop that sold all the artsy crafty stuff! HAD wanted to go to UNIQLO, but we abandoned the idea cause of the stupid long queue just to ENTER. Typicial reason: OPENING SPECIALS. Walked one round for all floors? in tampines one before we trained down to bugis in search of allie's ribbons!

First went to art friend at bras basah! But, there weren't any ribbons.
Next to some shopping centre further down bugis and they recommended this shop at arab street that sold ribbons.
and GUESS WHAT.
GOOD FRIDAY = PUBLIC HOLIDAY = CLOSED
dang! hahahas.
we were half drenched by the time we took a bus back to bugis.
walked and shopped awhile before heading to jco for donuts
and i feel soooooo noob-ish. hahahas. i didn't know their drinks came with plain donuts. could have saved $1.30!
and we went kinokuniya after that. Bought PS. I love you.
hahahas. paiseh i love you =.= nah. joking
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That's all i guess (:
will blog sometime soon! maybe tmr. hahahas. depends on my mood! there's a mood for everything!
to all those who are enlisting soon....
good luck in army (:

2009-04-05T16:39:00.004+08:00

hello!
i'm here to do a brief update.
last tuesday (i know it's a little outdated but i'm only updating now you see) met up with jos and lynette to watch Confessions of Shopaholic. i love the show. but not as much as i loved the book. the book's so much more detailed! o'wells. but nonetheless, worth your six dollars (that is if you're watching it on a weekday). I don't think i will end up in the state of rebecca bloomwood's! Her debt is huge! and well, at least she managed to pay them after *spoiler alert*
auctioning off all her clothes.
yupps. But, i think they did change the storyline a little.
after the movie, we went to do some light shopping ( we didn't buy anything!) went to zara and saw this pair of yellow shorts that costs 49.90. material's good. But, i wanna save money. i have to! Should start saving.
zara's season wasn't that bad. to be honest, one of the better seasons.
and i think esprit is having the best season that they can ever have.
all their clothes are so eye-catching! ): but quite expensive!
shall save up ... to spend?
what irony!
okay. enough said of shopping! it's a test on my will and determination!
next, we met cow before heading on to timbre's at old school.
the place was extremely stinky. smelled like some bird park ):
Not that bad for the ambience though.
and I horribly spent alot of money on food that day!
ps. i'm lazy to upload photos cuz i always have difficulties in organising the photos on blogger!

wednesday , thursday, friday
helped my mother run some errands and helped her to tally her accounts. not that i can do accounting work. it's just helping her to check if the invoice was there. And i walked to the chamber of commerce once again to get some documents. seriously hate that place. so many sky-scrapers. and i'm not sure of the nearest way there. roar.
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yesterday.
met eunice sie hui in the morning at my house to go swimming (:
sadly, it started raining after we swam a mere 10 laps!
that always happens!
so we used the steam bath when the rain fell upon us.
met felix at orchard after waffling and training down
ate at canele. i would say the salad was not fantastic but good
went to wheelock in an ATTEMPT to get it upgraded to the latest firmware.
in the end, the sales attendant told me the upgrades need to be done by downloading from the itunes shop ONLINE!
infuriating! ):

/edit
i found the english subbed one :D

enough said.
blog another time (:

2009-03-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

haven't been doing much lately.
walked around parkway parade on monday sniffing around
using tissues as i walked
but i'm pretty much fine now :D
bought a belt from esprit that day (:
happy! and mommy bought a jacket from esprit too.
and cause they were having some promotion
we got the esprit membership card for just spending 100 dollars
supposed to be 150 dollars
heheee. count ourselves lucky and say yay to future cost savings at esprit (:

and tuesday and wednesday was spent
marathoning devil beside you
mike he is just so stunning inside(:
and he's so so sweet
of course, that's only fiction. doesn't even exist real life
heard that he's gonna be starring in some china drama
so i went to google it
but his look in the show just isn't to my liking
roar. what a long wait for another show of his like devil beside you or his latest instalment- dou niu yao bu yao.
i've clearly forgotten what's the english name. hahahas

today.
did nothing much except for completing the last few discs of devil beside you. watched lotsa teevee i guess.
watched american idol too!
but somehow i think that season 7 is nicer.
my mother likes adam lambert. HAHAHAS. shocking. she actually likes his bad boy look. HAHAS.

okay. i think that's all.
confessions of a shopaholic. most prolly going to watch next week (:
and i need retail therapy):

I NEED TO STOP THINKING OF SHOPPING
roar. should find something more meaningful to do.
and why am i having trouble sleeping these few days!
irritating ): my mind's so active at night. i hate it!

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2009-03-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

i was watching a walk to remember yesterday
truly indeed, it has a beautiful storyline
the real purpose of living
i guess many of us are still in search of it
highly recommended that everyone should watch it (:

and i think i've caught some flu bug ): maybe it's due to the fluctuating weather conditions!
i hate being sick!
nonetheless i still went for my driving lesson today
which was ultra duper early in the morning at 8.30 am.
and my instructor was really crappy
not that he wasn't good or anything
but he talked too much
hahahas. but he brought me out to the roads (: fun! more fun than driving in the circuit.
after which, i went to top up my store value for my cdc account.
and absent-minded me totally forgot that my mother was waiting somewhere for my phone call so that she could fetch me after my lesson ):
bad forgetful me.
that got her so furious.
but i guessed i deserved it. sigh.

and anw. after resting for a while, i showered and made my way to the food fair with jc to meet the other guys.
sh left earlier...
food fair? nothing special
not worth squeezing your way through the crowd.
the whifs of jerky, made me feel uncomfortable.
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as usual, our class pple couldn't decide on where to go next.
hahahas.
wanted to eat ice cream buffet.
but they said we could only have it for one hour. so didn't have it
so guess where we ended up at?
the cinema of course
with a very lame show
the race to witch mountain
the whole show seemed like a game to me
running away from the assasin all the while.
from the start till the end -.-
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lastly, i've applied for all three universities alr (:
hope they'll accept me!
still thinking if i should apply to sim for a back-up?
hope i wouldn't be needing it though...

i hope my flu will go away soon
my nose is horribly congested now ):
boohoo.

till then (:

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