sometimes i just feel that i've made all the wrong choices in life
it just feels like i'm at the end of the road
and furthermore a road with no returns
but sometimes i just feel that i'm the luckiest, most fortunate girl on earth
and i don't ever want anything to change
i always seem to be contradicting myself
in the decisions i make in the words i speak
in the thoughts i ponder over.
every single little thing always makes me wonder if i have made the right choice
and that question has always been surfacing every now and then

university life hasn't been of much excitement to me at all
perhaps that's cause i didn't attend the orientation (okay. i did want to attend but it was oversubscribed)
nor am i staying at hall
so my life is oh-so-mundane
travelling back to the east every schooling day

looking back,
my life has never been that interesting
it has always been dull and mundane
i seriously need something to cheer me up
to motivate me
to push me forward

yea. but perhaps it'll never ever change
cause i'm an oh-so-boring person

the more i think about it
the more i wonder if i have a life
do I?