♥walking down the memory lane

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

i was happy

for almost the whole day

until i screwed everything up once again

i guess...

i'm just not magnanimous enough

open enough

understanding enough

far-sighted enough

i don't know

i guess everything about me is horrid

it's only now

that i get a full reflection of myself

i'm sick and tired of all of these

perhaps i shall give myself a break from all of these

is there even such a thing as eternal happiness?

i feel so sick about my life.

sick of the world

sick of everything.

♥signing off now♥
12:42 AM

Monday, December 07, 2009

071209

tmr is the day

determining my fate

as to whether i can driveeee

i really hope i pass

it's my second test afterall):

second test

and i'm still feeling the jitters

god bless me!

i really want to pass tomorrow

anyway i just wanna say i'm really sorry

to that special someone):

it was wrong on my part

to be so skeptical and doubtful about everything

i'm so sorry):

in any case

happy 4th month Y

♥signing off now♥
10:37 PM

Saturday, December 05, 2009

exams are over(:

happy and yet not happy

just having mixed feelings

but well. let's just keep our fingers crossed alright!

i'll just do a pretty short update before i go for the standard chartered marathon thing.

well, not that i'm running!

i'm just volunteering

and it's an overnight thing. i really wonder how am i going to survive through the night!

if you know me well

you'll know that i can't jolly well survive past midnight without feeling that my eyelids is uncontrollably closing

hahahas. yes that's true

i've yet the time to really rot at home after exams

and my hair is still untrimmed ):

feeling pretty much ugly with this kinda unkempt hair! helppp

shall trim SOON! that's a must.

so here's what i did so far after exams before my super extremely short-term memory starts to fail me and i can't even recollect what i did for the past few days ! =/

wednesday:

went out with charleen, candy, joceyln, xiao ting to ion.

ate at watami

after that, candy and xiao ting left

while charleen, jojo and i went to b&j

ate fattening ice cream while waiting for sie hui and eleanor to arrive

chilled further before catching an extremely stupid show called christmas carol (NO SUBBIES)

summary: wonderful company but wasted 10 dollars on a show that isn't worth it at all.

thursday:

dinner at tcc. had my salad again (:

after that went orchard central

and tasted the most fantastic brownie ever at b&j that brought me to heaven for a few seconds

every bite was mouth-watering and god-damn delicious

highly recommended(:

YUMMY! satisfied :D

friday:

went out with jojo sie hui eun eun and eleanor.

photo-hunt

followed by strawberry short-cake at bakerzin(:

after that

made the journey to the west

to watch jin chuen pass out from his unit!

hahahas. it was an eye-opener

yeaaaa and okay. the toilet wasn't that dirty afterall. HAHAHAS

85 market after that was pretty much yummy(:

but it's sooooo unhealthy! oh no

today:

went out to have coffee bean breakfast

ate salmon scramble

but it was much of a disappointment

oh nos

cause the salmon wasn't that fresh today ):

watched new moon after that

felt that the show was too overrated!

quite boring and draggy actually.

maybe that's cause i don't read the books.

hahahas.

i better get my ass off this chair now and shower before heading down to tampines

meeting the others before the pick-up !

ciao~

till thennnn

PS. no cable to upload photos. i wonder where's my cable! if only they were like handphones that you could call! ):

PPS. i need to control my temper better! urgh. i'm literally EXPLOSIVE nowadays

like a ticking time-bomb. RAWRRRRRR ):<

♥signing off now♥
8:59 PM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

all i ever wanted

is for everybody around me to be happy(:

simple, yet not easily achievable

but it's possible isn't it? (:

the world will be so beautiful if everyone could be happy!

so spread the joy!

p.s. i'm 10 days away from freedom. that calls for some celebration!

i'm gonna start studying soon!!

to everybody taking exams right now...

HANG IN THERE. it'll be over in a blink of an eye =D

♥signing off now♥
10:09 AM

Sunday, November 08, 2009

train of thoughts

exams are just round the corner

and i just started studying

thanks to the numerous lab reports that drains not only time but our energy

such that after i've done a little of lab report

i feel too tired to continue with other things ):

life is going at such a rapid rate

there's no time for you to stop and reflect on yourself anymore

in this competitive society,

everybody wants to triumph over others

whatever happened to humanity

it's even rare to see people helping one another in this world

that's kinda sad

to see what the world has evolved to ):

why is the world so obsessed with money; so obsessed with winning, in being the best?

that's cause you'll just be at the losing end if you don't join in the race.

is this the kinda world that we all want to live in?

not really. but we don't have a choice

all we can do is to make the best out of what we have

look at things with a more positive point of view . . .

the changing world is beyond our control

but what we can control is our lives.

there's no more time to be depressed or disoriented anymore.

it's a pity...

even emotions and thoughts have became a luxury.

all we can think of now for us students is...

how do we survive the battle of the grueling curriculum in university!

time management and sacrifices i hope

and

not to let stress overwhelm

cause stress inhibits thinking. hahas

that's all for now.

going to do my econs tutorial now.

no choice but to present tomorrow!

oh the conformities

i surrender my fate . . .

♥signing off now♥
10:00 PM

Sunday, November 01, 2009

hello world. i'm still alive and kicking (:
had many submissions last week
and i survived! yea
friday evening was great even though it was a mad rush.
caught this is it
nothing fascinating to me.
and now. i'm going to start on all my tutorials!
today's only sunday
and i'm looking forward to next saturday already!
it's okay. time flies
just like how i was looking forward for last friday!
kk. tutorial time!
(:

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us
nice song :D

♥signing off now♥
3:28 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i'm really feeling much happier(:

perhaps, i've come to a point in realising that you can't just have everything going your way in life.

and you can't have everything in life either

so just make the best of what you have

there's some things in life that i wouldn't trade for

firstly, people who care most about you

and secondly, the simple pleasures in life

sometimes people just tend to look too far ahead into the future

that they tend to overlook the small little things that may bring us much happiness

live life the way you want it to be

and not let it be dictated by others or rather, be influenced by the pressure from the society

even if life isn't a bed of roses

it still can be beautiful

depending on your angle of perspective isn't it

stay happy everyone

good luck for exams that are in a month's time!

i'm supposed to be doing lab report but i'm really too zonked.

shall have a good night's sleep and get up earlier to do lab report(:

and i'm really thankful for having such a wonderful mom(:

my friend. my confidante. my counsellor and my stress reliever!

3 more days!

♥signing off now♥
10:43 PM

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i used to study in mjc
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but i'm currently working
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